8 giant poppies, 250mg primidone, 150mg diphenhydramine, 200mg seroquel, 1mg clonidine, 200mg cimetidine, 100mg trazadone all around an hour ago. I am feeling nicely sedated. About to drink a bottle of Bacardi Silver Mojito Pomegranate, 12oz 5%alc, a little stronger than most beer and it tastes pretty good, I have found some plain beers that taste good to me. Maybe the taste grew on me. This is to boost the effects of everything but the poppies. I find I don't like the effects of alcohol and poppies any better than poppies alone. It does improve things when the poppies were taken with other downers. I never dring more than 3 beers in one day and most often 1 or 2 or none because the side effects start kicking in after #3.
Edit: I felt a panic attack coming on so I just took 1.25mg alprazolam. It has gotten to a full blown panic attack in the five minutes since. Strange, as I was still feeling the poppies and primidone quite well. I hope it subsides quickly.
I only have maybe 12 of those 0.25mg pills left. If I don't get my phenazepam or alprazolam powder soon I'll have no benzos for panic attacks or fun.