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How High Are You? v. Befriending The Shadow People

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Chain smoking spliffs today as usual, just got some brews from the store. May mix it up with a GnT later if I'm not where I want to be. The ol' weed n booze combo is a prime time, always, but it's been getting a little 2 dimensional. Solution? Ordered 2oz of bali kratom today. That shit rocks.
 
PillToChill said:
That never seems to work for me. What RoA did you use? :?:p
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Sniffing is pretty good.

I've been at parties before and then held one finger over a nostril and proceeded to take massive lines of life. Shit was fire son

I miss getting high on life. Was starting to use it again, but then I just stuck with the d-rugs
 
Getting high on life is like, I dunno man, going to a really remote cliff and looking over the edge of it until you get vertigo :D

Either way the drugs are instant and tangible. I'm a fan.
 
The only times I've gotten high on life were times that I was on something else too. I've often been curious as to what just being high on life or just bein on life is like. The last time that happened was back in October...of 2003. 8( :sus: :|

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Had a period a few minutes ago where I had nodded off and had a fairly lengthy conversation with my friend. When I came out of the nod I realized that I was alone. That makes me think I'm prety high right now :) ;) =D


Edit: Yes, I am high. One moment I'm nodding off with crazy thoughts and then the next moment I'm ready to go up do kara\
 
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Completely strung out on 3-Fluoroamphetamine. The initial rush was awesome but the plateau was missing something (was frustrated and mad for other reasons) so I ended up redosing few times wanting another rush but getting more uncomfortable each time. I thought diazepam might fix the worst (anxiety) and it worked. Too bad it sucked again because it was too sedating, redosed to feel awake. The result is a head space you have from staying up 2-4 days and then smoking weed. 8( I'm not getting higher, I'm getting dumber. I might end up taking so much stimulants to "get there" again that I will tweak hard for the next 20 hours without even thinking of being able to sleep I will suddenly get really tired, hungry and pass out without any uncomfortable peripheral effects like shaking, racing heart, dry mouth. I have been only 13 hours awake, not too long. Weird for a stimulant that you get paradoxical effects if you hit the ceiling. Completely different from dl-amphetamine.

Oh yeah, I wanted to research something and read a few books, write about it AND having a good mood and being obsessive about it. The latter part hasn't been achieved.

Took me 15 minutes to write this above,
 
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Something tells me that Ill be meeting Jefferson (my shadow person) tomorrow... lets hope he wants to make friends!

Smoked like .2 of meth yesterday, didn't sleep at all unfortunately. Smoked about another point today, just threw back some shots and now I'm gonna vape my last bit and be done with it.

After that, smoking mucho grande dank
 
I had a half gram of H, IV- couple hours ago. Just had a mg xanax. Smoking some home grown herb-SUPER dank green. Powerskunk is the shit.

I feel like I had something else... OH yeah, 50 mg methadone about 9 hours ago and about 1 hour ago (was split throught the da. Planned to NOTA allow myself to cop (H) today, as I really need to stretch my Stash as far as pos. Fail!

Im mostly baked, a bit noddy. So, yeah, for once I'm actually noddy (again). Feels good, man.
 
About 100 mg mxe and 2 cans of stella over the night. Smoked a couple of bowls. Capped it all off with .125 mg xanax. This has been a very trying week. This is a pretty good way to begin to relax at the end of it all.
 
Carl Landrover said:
The only times I've gotten high on life were times that I was on something else too. I've often been curious as to what just being high on life or just bein on life is like.
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I imagine that being "high on life" must feel a little something like when you first fell in love, that first relationship you were in when everything was still so new and exciting, being with and thinking about that special someone you fell head-over-heels in love with.

*sigh* I remember that feeling, man... and then she broke my heart and sent me spiraling down into the deepest, darkest depression I've ever known and have yet to experience anything worse since.
 
Rabidrabbit said:
Dude, you shot up Hitler. That's fucking amazing.
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I certainly thought so! The dope was white, powerful, and gave me delusions of self grandeur, which seemed fitting.


I keep nodding off and having elaborate conversations and doing various things, but then I come to and I'm all alone, which is making me feel lonely. It's semi annoying, though kind of funny, when I'm nodding out and thinking I'm trying to turn on a light switch (or other activity), but in reality I'm on my couch and the light switch I'm trying turn on is several rooms away.
 
^Good luck! :D

ot: 400mg tramadol xr, 100mg ethylmorphine and 10mg diazepam.

Relaxed.
 
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PillToChill said:
Sup highhooked,
Yeah, I noticed you posting about gabapentin & tramadol combination in the last topic. I like tramadol alot cause it gets me high and I remain functional. When I wanna get f-ed and just nod, I just add some codeine or tilidin. I'm a lucky metabolizer because both codeine & tramadol have alot of effect on me. Codeine + tramadol + a benzo is easily up there with a good dose of oxy IME.

I've been curious about the gabapentin combo ever since I first saw you post it. But it's Rx and I imagine a benzo being an equally good/better potentiator. What are your thoughts on that?

I hope you don't get too much w/d's from your binge but I see you're prepared with some anti-w/d "tools".

ot: Upped it to 40mg diazepam & 400mg tramadol XR. The rest has pretty much worn off. Gonna redose some codeine later to get a nod going. 250mg should suffice. :)
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Yea i have always recieved positive effects from tramadol; i get the instant anti-depressant effect that i have read you talking about along with a nice energy boost and a little pain killing effect,which is more pronounced when gabapentin is added.

I have never tried a benzo with tramadol so i cannot really comment on that, but i personally would not combine them because i simply use tramadol for the energy boost and moodlift, so addiong a benzo in the mix would dull down both of those effects. Benzos are not really euphoric to me they just put me in a "duh" type mood. If you are looking for a sedating high, it would definitely be better than gabapentin.


I am on 1200mg of gabapentin and about 4 gs of kratom right now. Feeling great considering the fact i should be withdrawing right now? Fuckign great for me. :D
 
@HighHooked^ Does the gabapentin increase the euphoria along with the analgesic effects then? It seems to be working wonders for you, great to hear your w/d's aren't getting to you. =D

I agree, the moodlift and extra energy is nice. Tramadol is also great for my anxiety, compared to other drugs that produce these kinds of effects. (I'm thinking uppers.)
I usually take my valium before I go to bed, but sometimes on lazy days I take an extra during the afternoon.

It's been my experience that xanax or bromazepam mix well with tramadol. But yeah it can become quite sedating when you mix em. Valium isn't ideal, but it's the only benzo I have right now.

Might visit mr. doctor soon and ask to get my valium switched to bromazepam 12, and my clonazepam to lormetazepam 2 or alternatively lorazepam 2,5. (Diazepam & clonazepam work too long, which can be annoying.) Then I can ask for some new tilidin and some extra tramadol too. :D

OT: Redosed 150mg ethylmorphine.
 
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A day in the life of...

I started off my day with a nice cup of french press Ethiopian coffee and a spliff comprised of 60% homegrown Ganja and 40% Golden Virginia Tobacco. I then ate 200mg Tramadol (of which 50% I parachuted) and took a shower. Smoked cigarettes for the rest of the day and wrote emails until about 9pm, hopped on a bus and called my guy to cop some fire China-white Heroin. I went home, had a pizza delivered and a couple Tsingtao's (Chinese beer) and snorted 250mg of Heroin throughout the course of the evening in 3 lines (50mg+100mg+100mg). Not a bad day all in all! :D

Substances: 2 cups of coffee, 2 beers, half a pouch of tobacco, a gram of marijuana, 200mg Tramadol, 250mg Heroin. =D
 
Carl Landrover said:
I certainly thought so! The dope was white, powerful, and gave me delusions of self grandeur, which seemed fitting.
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Hahaha oh man that Hitler heroin story had me laughing my ass of man. Thanks for the laugh Carl...really made my day haha. It's funny but at the same time really fucking odd lol.

And YES I love Cocaine Cowboys I could watch that documentary over and over again...the 2nd one is good as well. I think you just inspired me to watch it again. I'm having a hard time getting into season 3 of the wire for some reason...maybe I just need to watch it sober or something. I'm 2 episodes in and I kinda lost interest. I bet it's a good season as well...I need to just keep watching I guess.

Anyway i'm on 180mg of DHC, 50mg MXE, 2mg Klonopin. I feel ok I guess, the dude with the heroin is dry and the dude with oxy is also dry so i'm stuck with dihydrocodeine. Blaaahhhhhh
 
350 mg. Methoxetamine HCl - Rectally in 3*10 mL H20 Solutions
3 Mojitos with Cane Sugar, Lime Juice, Homegrown Mint, Ice, and 15 cL of Anejo Havana Club Dark Rum @ 40% ABL - Orally ;)
Lots of Dank Belgian Cheese Hits - Smoked
2.5 grams of Sumatran Red Vein Kratom - Orally

about to have a nice Romeo y Julieta Mini Cigar; I have no idea how I typed this so well; man I feel fucking awesome!
Buena Vista Social Club! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnFfKbxIHD0

We are in Cuba tonight! Man NMDA tolerance why you no go down?

Soooo nice mmmmmmmm<3
 
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