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How High Are You? v. "Another? Don't mind if I do"

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40mg hydrocodone, 4.5mg alprazolam, 1.5mg clonazepam, 5.5ml 1,4 butanediol (converts to GHB in the body), 5-F-APINACA, and 100mg diphenhydramine+600mg cimetidine as potentiators

Something different than anything that happened before on that DXM trip. About maybe 5 minutes, maybe 15 minutes - time was hard to estimate - after that post, I was lying on a bed and I felt my body start to break up and the pieces scrambling and they were being sucked down a vortex. It scared the pure hell out of me. I wanted to scream for help or get up but I was incapacitated. I thought the feeling of my disintegrating body spiraling in was caused by my brain cells dying in a spiraling pattern and my brain was dying from the outside inward. I guess I lost sight of the fact I was tripping and started to think I was going into a black hole and I was going to die that way. Soon I was no longer in reality. I was in another metal room like last time and the walls seemed like liquid metal and at this point it was familiar territory but the things being done were really frightening at times. For some reason after I regained awareness of and ability to walk, I went into the hall and started crying and kept saying that I was the destroyer of light. I don't actually remember saying that, but I was told about it afterwards.
 
A few beers and a couple spliffs. Will take a little more benzo after I finish what I gotta work on tonite (its never much as I set low goals for myself :))
 
Chillin still. Just ate some melatonin and benadryl to go with my nighttime meds so I should be tired soon...
 
90 mgs of Oxy, 15 mgs of temazepam, 1 mg of alprazolam.

Kinda pissed at myself cuz was trying to stay away from the oxy but Im weak. Feel marvelous though.
 
some cocaine. feel nicely awake now. i only did it cause i was so sick of feeling tired. now i remember why i don't really like cocaine though sniffing it is nice.

a few beers. weed. flubromazepam lingering in my system i want it gone!
 
i want some oxy so i can be high for real.

maybe i have a lil kratom but only just got over withdrawls from that :S
 
Smoking some marihuana. Have a hard time no smoking when i got weed, atleast i'm not smoking all day anymore but its not great considering i'm in med school :\
 
^ yikes man! I'm considering going back to school part time and I think I'd be fucking myself over if I tried to get high as well as finish another degree! If you can make it work, more power to you.

I'm sober cause I gotta be for an interview in a few hours. Rampin up my hustle so I can get 30hr/wk minimum consistently within the next ten days.

That reminds me, I got some stuff to put on Craigslist... ;)
 
--haha, yeah. Or people selling their used shit for as much as it cost new...
Or in any med state, homegrown and grow equipment...

Ot: oxy and dabs. Maybe some edibles soon.
Recovering from a nasty flare yesterday. Just now feeling alive again.
 
I only sell stuff that is personally owned by me haha... I don't have nor need a rap sheet

Fuuuuck I could use a fat spliff.... Not now but in like, 3 hours. Glad to hear you're doing better FM.
 
Took 3mg melatonin, 50mg diphenhydramine, and my meds 5mg valium 15mg remeron.

If I'm not tired soon imma be pissed cause I gotta wake up early tomorrow morning and I'm awake as fuck right now. And starving. I may just pull an all-nighter if I'm not konked by 1am (wake up @6...)

I cannot wait to move into a better living situation... Only another month to go I hope.
 
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