Nah, the dude lost his connect altogether a good week ago for some reason, the guy got busted or something, just couldn't be reached anymore. But he texted me yesterday saying he's found a new one. (I'm not in the opiate scene at all myself, the pharmaceutical 'opiate scene', sure but visiting doctors or visiting shady heroin dealers isn't quite the same thing. The only times I've even come close to the 'opiate scene', is when I'm going along with that middleman douche to go buy from a dealer.
Anyway he said we should be able to pick up from the new guy tomorrow, gonna buy a single gram because I want to test out the quality before I buy multiple grams from him. If it's not great or even bunk, a single gram purchase isn't a big deal since 1g is pretty cheap (at least here, idk about the US, anyway, can't say how much and all) - But even before I know if it's good quality or not, I'm gonna just ask the guy for his number straight up and if he says 'sure you can have it, he has it he can give it to you', i
will reply that 'I know, but he won't, it's happened before and I never got a certain number because of it eventhough I had the guy's permission, text me on this number so I'll have yours please', then hand him a note with my number on it. I don't care what this middleman douche will say or do (doubt he'll do much, scrawny fugger, but he might get pissed off, who knows, I just don't care anymore. He's been fucking me around for way too long).
So if all goes well, I will have some H tomorrow plus a contact of my own that I can contact when I desire without needing this douchebag 'allowing me' to come along with him aka having to pick up for himself, and/or asking for an aburd amount of 'gas money'. And I will never have to see him again.
Regardless, I will try to not offend him any more than I have to, and stay friendly, tell him I'll still ride along with him, but that I need to be able to pick up when I want to as well because our 'arrangement' (better said: his convenience) is causing me a lot of dopesickness and inability to function, sometimes on days that are very important to me. Because if I ever lose this new contact, or it turns out he's selling bunk, I would like to still have him search for a new dope dealer that he will share with me, because he has quite a few opiate addicted 'friends', and I don't have a single opiate user for a friend save for my best friend who isn't in the scene either, only gets dope via me (but I always give it to him straight up (Realistic ideas of when we will next be picking up I mean) and I would never screw him over in any way. He gets whatever I bought for him, for whatever price I paid for it, period. And honestly, I don't want to get in that scene either. So yeah, If it goes throug tomorrow, I will do whatever I can to get the guy's number directly, but I will try to preserve my relationship with this middleman as best I can since I know no one else in the opiate scene.
Thx for askin mane.
