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Pill2Chill said:
My tolerance is way too high ¬.¬ I'm still not nodding from all that. Gonna try a break (not complete abstinence but gonna try to maintain on the lowest dose possible for a bit to bring my tolerance down a bit hopefully).
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obviously I don't know you, so I hope this isn't overstepping, but you may be surprised at how fast you can reset your tolerance. I had some issues (med change, several incidents of aortic spasm, and my HCA stealing meds) that caused me to be aware that I was going to run out of meds with almost a week to go. I had a trusted friend lock down my meds and bring me only enough to take 4 mg QID of hydromorphone HP each morning (because I couldn't trust myself to not take more, and I knew running completely out would be catastrophic), which I was at one point taking anywhere from 6-12mg IM every 4 hours, so six times a day. It was a hellish 10 days, and you better believe I was counting every damn day. None of this "about a week" shit, no, it was ten and a half freaking days. Fortunately, my anesthetist is a good guy and he gave me a small dose of IV Dilaudid at the appointment, which was really really humiliating for me because I've ALWAYS made it to my appointments, usually with about 1/4 of my meds still in the bottle, because I try so hard to be careful. This month was just shit and it got the better of me, but my doc is really compassionate and was very kind about the situation.

Anyway. I made it to my appointment, went to the pharmacy, drove like four blocks (I'm self conscious, I didn't want the pharmacist who already judges me to see me looking like a dope fiend), pulled over, and drew up 8mg. Not even the high end dose I was taking only two weeks prior. Got back on the road. I was only 20 minutes from home, but fuck if I didn't think I wasn't going to make it. I'm now consistently taking 4-6mgs most of the time and it's working fabulously.

Based on your doses, I'm presuming you've been on this stuff for a while... I've only been on the Dilaudid HP for about a year, maybe a year and a half, but prior to that I was on oral Dilaudid for about four years and have been on other opioids (started with morphine, then oxycodone, then oxymorphone, then fent patch) going back sevenish years. So I'm a long-term pain patient / opiate user, and even I experienced a massive tolerance dip in just 10.5 terrible, horrible, hellish, well-regulated days. So. Yeah, not to overstep, but I feel like you could have a shot at it, too. And it sucked, but it totally worth t now that I'm "on the other side" and am taking much less meds than I ever thought possible. I may even get to go back on oral meds someday, if this isn't a temporary rebound reset. Hooray!
 
Felonious Monk said:
^Damn dude, your Doctor (and pharmacy) is straight up ridiculous. I hope it doesn't bite you when he retires..

I'm moderately high on dope and dabs, waiting til I've got the house to myself to redose. I wasn't doing well not having dabs so I just set it up in my room and trusted it doesn't quite smell like weed.. gone fine so far!
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It will, but I've gone through this withdrawal numerous times, I'm sure I can do it again. And I can still occassionally score heroin (which is good, I don't have it readily available 24/7, or I'd spend all my cash on it).

In any case, I'm going to another doctor's office next week to try and explain my situation and see how lenient they are before I have my last appointment with my current doc (so they can still contact one another before he's retired if it's needed). I'm curious, but I doubt they will give me the same amount of painkiller meds, or even the same meds. I hope they at least don't try to get me off of benzos and painkillers altogether. I need a decent painkiller for my back, granted I don't need as much as I'm getting now, but I at least need something to not be in pain 24/7... As for my anxiety.. For that I definitely need something, I think that getting my benzo script from a new doctor won't really be a problem though.. I can show them my file which says I've been taking benzos for about 8 years now, so I'm hoping that might be enough to convince them I genuinely need them..

OT: Good mornin' - Woke up, took a pinprick of oxy (80mg), smoked half a spliff earlier and that combined with the oxy had me nodding hard the past few hours. Then the effects started wearing off so I (just) shot up another OC80, and I'm about to smoke the rest of that spliff. After that I'm gonna hold off on redosing for a bit, because lovely as this high may be, it's impossible to get anything done right now and I have a few things I need to do later on. :)
 
hey p2c looks like your doing good for the moment, i too hope everything works out for you with finding a new doctor. i lost a doctor id been seeing for 10 years and she was a fucking saint.. had a real rough time finding another doctor that actually gave a fuck but it did eventually happen. like you said you may not get what youre used to but you need something ay. i also noticed someone said that your doctor (and pharmacy) are real cool or something... ive heard in america that alot of pharmacys just straight up wont fill certain scripts.. that never happens here or anywhere else ive heard of, unless you come in too early for repeats its just more business for them and really their job to provide the script ud think, apparently not in the US of A though. oh well rambling a little bit, do stay safe and you are RIGHT to start going to new doctors NOW, my doc wrote an awesome note for me and that was my saving grace but i left it way too long to start lookking for a new doc cause she wrote like 5 repeats on everything so i got complacent...

OT: just drinking some vodka had 4mg clonazepam and snorting a little china white...
 
^Yeah my pharmacy fronts me a box of oxy80 whenever I ask them to, I just tell them I'll bring the script later that week and they never make a problem out of it. Everyone who works there is very compassionate and prefers helping me out to letting me go through withdrawals, since when I am dopesick I often lack even the energy to go to the doctor's office for my scripts. This way I can pick up my meds first (the pharmacy in question is very nearby, the doctor not so much) and get well before I go see my doc which has been a really big help numerous times. :)

I <3 that pharmacy. :) I'm really gonna miss my current doctor though. :(

Yeah, I'll start looking for a doctor next week, fingers crossed on ending up with a good dr with a decent sense of empathy. I hope it works out too.

Enjoy that H. :)

OT: Been high as a kite all day, but I didn't take that much oxy today strangely enough. I'm not complaining though. Got plenty of opis left, at least for now. :) I haven't taken any benzos today yet either, but I still got really high. I'm thinking it was probably the weed. Gonna pop a lorazepam (2,5mg) now.

Pembroke said:
obviously I don't know you, so I hope this isn't overstepping, but you may be surprised at how fast you can reset your tolerance. I had some issues (med change, several incidents of aortic spasm, and my HCA stealing meds) that caused me to be aware that I was going to run out of meds with almost a week to go. I had a trusted friend lock down my meds and bring me only enough to take 4 mg QID of hydromorphone HP each morning (because I couldn't trust myself to not take more, and I knew running completely out would be catastrophic), which I was at one point taking anywhere from 6-12mg IM every 4 hours, so six times a day. It was a hellish 10 days, and you better believe I was counting every damn day. None of this "about a week" shit, no, it was ten and a half freaking days. Fortunately, my anesthetist is a good guy and he gave me a small dose of IV Dilaudid at the appointment, which was really really humiliating for me because I've ALWAYS made it to my appointments, usually with about 1/4 of my meds still in the bottle, because I try so hard to be careful. This month was just shit and it got the better of me, but my doc is really compassionate and was very kind about the situation.
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I take tolerance breaks pretty frequently, usually they last about a week. Usually I go cold turkey for a few days and then on day 4 I'll take some sub to relieve a bit of the w/ds (2mg usually, more doesn't really do anything extra for me). I take these breaks because I'm hopeless at controlling my intake, and I end up running out early every goddamn month. =D And yeah, after I've taken a week long break it's very noticable how much less I need to get high as a kite. Though my tolerance always goes back up just as quick (maybe even quicker) than it went down beforehand. That's about the only positive thing about those 'tolerance breaks' (aka running out of opiates :p).
 
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SirTophamHat said:
Picked up a bottle of hard cider. I'm not drinking anywhere near daily nor as much as I used to when I do drink, which is a big improvement from recent times. It's been about a month since I cut back by maybe 90% or more.

Probably won't smoke any more weed tonight because the stuff I have is really harsh on the lungs. Gonna cook with it instead.

Will probably take some antihistamine before bed or something. Can't wait for my vape mod to finally arrive in the mail from China.
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Ayyyye congrats friend, that's some good progress right there.

OT: 1mg Diclazepam to keep me calm
 
Thanks buddo, I feel good about no longer drinking so much, I was really starting to feel cumulative effects and said to myself no more. Diclazepam seems nifty, I might have to take stock of that one if my diazepam starts running low... maybe in a few years haha.

I'm just sipping on some Joe now, need to cook some food soonish. Got a packed schedule for the next week which really puts a priority on time management. AkA no time for morphine lol.
 
smoked my last spliff for a little bit. got really stoned from some 27% thc strain, platinum girl scout cookies smoked way too much too fast and had a panic attack. i shouldnt even be smoking right now... i wish i could smoke great tasting weed that also didnt get you very high, that way i could just smoke that all day with tobacco instead of cigarettes, cause i really dont like cigarettes, but i love tobacco. it's strange.
 
Been drinking beer of course (I've had 3 days off in a row), Shots of Jim Beam to escalate the alcohol buzz, as well as some good indica weed. It's perfect; doesn't give me mad anxiety like a lot of strains, i've been enjoying it.
 
been having a pretty decent day..

Speedball
few shots of decent coke
shot of some decent dope
.5mg clonazepam
.5mg alprazolam
50mg methadone
coffee

feeling pretty good but as the coke is wearing off, I'm starting to feel drowsy so I may take a nap
 
100Mg methadone, cannabis and a small bump 50ish mg of decent quality cocaine ?my homie I got a lil herb from gave me a bump
 
Im feeling pretty good right now, about 60mg of hydrocodone. 8mg of alprazolam....3 somas lol and just smoked some herb. Still got 2 more blunts rolled up for later tonight.
 
Homie also rolled thru with sum chocolate cov. mushroom carmels and sum more bud so add a half eight cubensis and a gram and half platnium og
 
Gave my redneck friend a ride home from the job and smoked a spliff and a blunt with his whole family at their trailer heh. Very interesting set and setting, but they were beyond cool people. Amazing hospitality and high conversation.

Currently smashed on morphine tea and 2mg etizolam. My sister set up her game system down stairs next to mine and we're playing our Fallout characters together. She doesn't do drugs but she helps me have a good time when I do them lol.
 
^ ^ ^ that's awesome dude, my sister and i are arch enemies and we're both closer to 30 than 20 now...

i just finished grinding a bunch of weed for baking later this week. it's too fucking harsh to smoke!! The weed is actually TOO sticky. Stickier than I thought weed could be. Does anyone with more botanical knowledge in this realm know what could cause this? I'm thinking way too many terpenes, however that happens. Just hopin' for it to turn into good eating weed. I've washed my hands twice with DISH soap and my fingers are still sticky. Fuck.

As far as the moment goes, I'm trying to decide on a combo of downers. First I gotta take a shower and write a letter to a buddy. In a word, sober; in two, making moves.
 
The GSC I bought when I was in Portland was also frustratingly sticky. Was a bitch to roll.

Last night it was a lot of cocaine, a lot of hard liquor, a lot of weed, and 5 mgs diazepam to take the edge off and make it seem like my heart wasn't going to explode out of my chest like the creature in the film "Alien". (It was a social function, it's not like I was pounding back shots and doing massive lines alone in my house...although that sounds fun too) Tonight it's just a little bit of kratom and a few hits of some weed my parents gave me. I'm taking it easy...
 
You were pretty quick at it though! My truck smelled like fire for a couple days after that even though we smoked in the lot. It was some good shit for sure. And I wish my parents would give me weed lmao :D
 
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