• Welcome Guest

    Forum Guidelines Bluelight Rules
    Fun 💃 Threads Overdosed? Click
    D R U G   C U L T U R E

How High Are You? v. Almost The Weekend!

Status
Not open for further replies.
Bob Loblaw said:
I've been fucking up recently, but I gotta have some fun every now & then, yenno? I'm gonna have to cut back before it gets out of hand, and I've got a great support network up here, so I'm not worried about it. ZThanks man.
Click to expand...

I know what you mean. I normally like to keep my fun within the psychedelics/benzos/bupe/cannabis/wax group of drugs, and I've learned to avoid cocaine/base, methamphetamine, and heroin for a good reason; they just create an always growing void for the drug. That's just my 2 cents though.

Glad to hear you have a great support network, and congratulations on those 15 months, that's pretty amazing. :)

escape20 said:
One gram of heroin down...starting on gram number two now. Numb the pain numb the pain numb the pain...heroiiiwinn:|

Im thinking of IV'ing tomorrow for the first time, i'm tired of having a clogged up nose and a ridiculous tolerance. Nothing shittier then totaling my second car and being broke!
Click to expand...

Getting clean would be a better idea than starting to IV. Just my 2 cents. Do what you will and be safe.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
I know what you mean. I normally like to keep my fun within the psychedelics/benzos/bupe/cannabis/wax group of drugs, and I've learned to avoid cocaine/base, methamphetamine, and heroin for a good reason; they just create an always growing void for the drug. That's just my 2 cents though.

Glad to hear you have a great support network, and congratulations on those 15 months, that's pretty amazing. :)
Click to expand...
Yeah, I agree with you on that. I'm going to see if I can manage doing dope no more than once a week, now that I'm out of that TC, and if I can't then I know who to stick with & what not to do aha. It'd be more amazing if I had chalked up 15mos off dope, but when I was serious about getting clean I was off for 8 months. Thanks though :), it was really helpful getting that time under my belt 'cos it got my head cleared pretty well so I'm a lot more aware of when I'm fucking up & why that shit can't keep happening.

Up all night shooting dope, I'm at that weird point I get to sometimes when I really don't want to face reality, but I'm done for the night %). This binge has got to end; it's been a good week chilling with old friends & getting fucked up, but I can't keep that up.



escape20 said:
One gram of heroin down...starting on gram number two now. Numb the pain numb the pain numb the pain...heroiiiwinn

Im thinking of IV'ing tomorrow for the first time, i'm tired of having a clogged up nose and a ridiculous tolerance. Nothing shittier then totaling my second car and being broke!
Click to expand...
FWIW your tolerance will drop for a week or two, but then it'll jack right back to where it was. +1 to Cap'n.Smack; the needle is a different beast all together. Like Burroughs said, 'Junk is a one way street. There are no u-turns.' Since you've never banged before, I can't recommend you do. But oh well, i remember being in similar shoes.
 
Bob Loblaw said:
Up all night shooting dope, I'm at that weird point I get to sometimes when I really don't want to face reality, but I'm done for the night . This binge has got to end; it's been a good week chilling with old friends & getting fucked up, but I can't keep that up.

FWIW your tolerance will drop for a week or two, but then it'll jack right back to where it was. +1 to Cap'n.Smack; the needle is a different beast all together. Like Burroughs said, 'Junk is a one way street. There are no u-turns.' Since you've never banged before, I can't recommend you do. But oh well, i remember being in similar shoes.
Click to expand...


I've been up all night snorting dope lol...before this binge I was only on suboxone for the past week. But then I wrecked my car, spent all my money on dope, and my parents are threatening to kick me out. Not to mention i'm probably gonna lose my job now that i'm carless + broke and live in the county where public transportation blows. So you can see why i'm turning to dope even though it's just a temp. fix but it's one that I need right now. It's gonna take a miracle just to keep my job at this point.

I know I should stay away from the needle but at this point i'm struggling to give a fuck either way right now...might as well conserve my stash and enjoy a better high right? I dunno i'll try to get some sleep soon and change my mind hopefully. Hard to sleep when your itching like mad though :\ Snorting huge lines as we speak...just popped a benzo too and a benadryl.
 
SirTophamHat said:
it's right up there with phatass and pilltochill. i don't think T*R lies, fwiw, he's just him.

i'm buzzing nicely off of my morning fix of thc and caffeine. psyched to get today's work done.
Click to expand...
^
To those commenting on what I did and to anyone who thinks I was lying - maybe this will straighten out things a bit:


I did take too much, but I just naturally have a really high tolerance for benzos. The first time I had benzos, I used at least 100mg of diazepam and felt only moderate effects at best. If it had just been the benzos and none of the other shit, I could have probably acted normal. I do have some physical tolerance to them now, but it is mostly just natural.

My tolerance to hydrocodone has increased, but that was still a lot more than I have used of it at once before.

I was feeling suicidal when I did that to be honest and was hoping it would be just enough to do me in, but I was too scared to actually make it a suicide attempt so I just decided to do something that may have had a small potential of causing death - that is really all there was to it. I was intentionally doing something dangerous.

I have lied about doses a few times - I'd take a really massive dose of a research chemical and claim the dose was smaller than it really was because I would not want someone else trying to copy me with my excessive doses and dying. I haven't lied in that way in quite a while, but if I decided I wanted to plug 250mg 4-aco-dmt + 90mg 3-meo-pcp, I would list a smaller dose if I posted about it here - not to be deceptive, just to keep anyone else from trying it out.

I was not worried about anyone copying that combo of downers as that was obviously dangerous (unless tolerance is really high) so I just posted what I used instead of saying the dose was smaller.

I've been feeling suicidal a lot and I think I could be coming closer to a time when I'll just use all my stash at once - I really don't want to be alive and it is only getting worse.

Edit:

The amount of hydrocodone was probably a little less than I posted because part of it was a cold water extraction and I am sure a little of the hydrocodone was left behind/lost.
 
Last edited:
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
^
To those commenting on what I did and to anyone who thinks I was lying - maybe this will straighten out things a bit:


I did take too much, but I just naturally have a really high tolerance for benzos. The first time I had benzos, I used at least 100mg of diazepam and felt only moderate effects at best. If it had just been the benzos and none of the other shit, I could have probably acted normal. I do have some physical tolerance to them now, but it is mostly just natural.

My tolerance to hydrocodone has increased, but that was still a lot more than I have used of it at once before.

I was feeling suicidal when I did that to be honest and was hoping it would be just enough to do me in, but I was too scared to actually make it a suicide attempt so I just decided to do something that may have had a small potential of causing death - that is really all there was to it. I was intentionally doing something dangerous.

I have lied about doses a few times - I'd take a really massive dose of a research chemical and claim the dose was smaller than it really was because I would not want someone else trying to copy me with my excessive doses and dying. I haven't lied in that way in quite a while, but if I decided I wanted to plug 250mg 4-aco-dmt + 90mg 3-meo-pcp, I would list a smaller dose if I posted about it here - not to be deceptive, just to keep anyone else from trying it out.

I was not worried about anyone copying that combo of downers as that was obviously dangerous (unless tolerance is really high) so I just posted what I used instead of saying the dose was smaller.

I've been feeling suicidal a lot and I think I could be coming closer to a time when I'll just use all my stash at once - I really don't want to be alive and it is only getting worse.
Click to expand...

Well, I'm glad to see you're still alive! I wasn't sure we were going to see a post from you again. Please take it easy, seek help if you can...
 
T*R: Shit dude. Please don't kill yourself. There are more reasons than you think to keep going. PM me if you want to talk.

escape20: I'm sorry to hear about your car & job. I've been on thin ice with my parents for a while, and I know what it feels like to be on the edge of not having a place to sleep anymore. It's not fun at all! Try to focus on keeping your employment if possible, and if not, there's always something else. Money troubles straight up blow.

I'm pretty stoned at the moment, but I'm gonna smoke one more, as I don't want to be thinking right now. Would rather shut the brain off.
 
Pretty high on fentanyl and good weed. Still not sure if its actually the drugs I want to be on, but, I don't mix downers so I'll stick with my choise for now. Can't quite complain about the high either.
 
Drinking some beer. Have a 40 (which I just finished drinking) and 12 Hop Lanta IPAs (on special, split 24 of them for 11.98 for each person) for tonight/today.

Just order some 3-meo-pcp, so in a week I'll be IMing some of that, sooooooooooo goddamn pumped
 
^LOOOOOL hahahahahahaha

fuck you caprtain, i ran out of bupre!!!!

but i feel good from the bupre this week and the codeine


for me today: 300mg codeine, 20mg addy plugg, weeeds, ciggies, and moonshine later!! rye whiskey, rye whiskey, rye whiskey!!!!
 
I'm not high right now but whenever I read Tryp's posts it's just like "wow!" But yea I joined BL shortly after him, and really guys, this is the way Tryp does things. His posts have been consistently like that (not always HIGH HIGH doses, but definitely MULTIPLE combos), so he's not someone lying/dicksizing.

I just have to ask this question since I'm on the topic of pretty intense "How High Are You?" posts..

Any of you guys remember RyanM? LMFAO. NOW THAT GUY WAS CRAZY! I wonder if he's even alive right now...
 
My tolerance to oxy is at an all time high. I snorted 2 oxycontin 80's in 1 line 2 hours ago and didn't get high enough about to snort one more and then call it a night.

If I wait and let my self go into withdrawal will it help with my tolerance ?

Done 8 OxyContin 80's today - this is an all time bad.

640 mgs and I didn't have to do anything immensely emotionally or physically taxing today, but shopping would and getting stuff for my mom would be taxing with no pain meds, but still it was quite a waste.

Is there anything that I can do about this tolerance from hell ?

Last 80 did get me there. I'd say I've probably swallowed 5 of today's in crushed powder form (no chute FWIW, figured if you take head ache powder like that ?) and snorted the other 3.

Gonna read now in my acceptable oxy glow + complete relief from everything.
 
^ you should really consider weaning down, not even just to quit, but to lower your tolerance. Your getting to the point where your almost at the no where back in terms of tolerance. You were no where near this level of tolerance a handful of months ago, so just a suggestion, watch yourself and the tolerance. No hate, just a honest suggestion from a fellow opioid lover
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top