escape20
Bluelighter
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- Nov 1, 2010
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OT: I did amps yesterday, some residual stimulation. Don't see this as a setback tbh, I'm still focused on my goal, and I'm not going to allow that to change.
Keep it up man you seem to have the right attitude, getting clean can be very rewarding i'm working on getting there myself.
Tonight I smoked the last of my weed, kinda glad its gone tbh I need a tolerance break anyway, and took alot of kratom/phenibut/mxe/etizolam as well. I'm going to try to taper off etizolam (three month 5mg a day habit) and then cut down on my MXE/kratom use. It's time to get some clean time under my belt and get a clear head for a change. Sobriety is no fun but i'm 24 years old I need to get my shit together soon.
Also, I don't want to preach but I just want everyone who's mixing high doses of multiple opiates and benzos to be careful. I've OD'ed off that combo before and many others have as well...no one is invincible, there's a very thin line between "hallucinodding" and overdosing. Stay safe and use common sense

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