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How heavy/long was your "abuse period" of E use?

Hmm..

Mid July - Mid November ?
About 4 or 5 months?

The first month started off slow, maybe once every week or two..
Then it escalated HEAVILY.. 1 - 3 pills every night/every other day/or 2 days in between.

Yeah.. took a long break in between and I haven't been able to roll like the first 2 months I started since. Now I keep it moderate at about.. once a month or once every 2 months.
 
Lol. it's been 16 Years for me, Nigh on every week, Except for the 18 months when I was in jail for selling them. I used to just take 1 or 2 back in the day, but the last 6 or 7 years I have seen my consumption reach levels of 26/27 over a friday/saterday session. In the last 2 years I have cut down considerably by taking Ket after 5 or 6 pills. I feel the K has helped me lots here.
Long Term Affects...
I have recently surrefed from headaches, (last 5 months) Strange scary wierd ones, Always in the left side of my head moving primerily from the back round the side and sometimes the front. also a strange twitch type thing which is always in the same spot at the back left of my head. I know for a fact, E is the sole reason for this.
This is my brain saying enough is enough, This has to stop.
1 pill and 1 200mg dose of MDMA is about my limit now or my brain will punish me.
 
it wasn't anything crazy. fall 2004 to spring 2006 like every weekeend or so, i guess like a year and a half. i was 17-18 years old. from summer 2006 onto the last day in '06 i'd roll every month or so. since new years 2007 i haven't touched ecstasy. i dont think i will ever again. i dont really like the way it feels.
 
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I got into MDMA around when raves started going downhill in the states..... '99 to 2000.

Had a good party to attend every weekend, took a few pills every weekend.

This went on for a good year.

Now I'm lucky if I get a good roll on once or twice a year.
 
Fall of 2005, had a "job" under someone which enabled me to pretty much stay high for 6 months. During which a lot of Eckies was taken along with other substances. It was a strange trip indeed. Had a steady batch of the real Dolphins an Doves coming at me straight outta the A.
 
I've never done E frequently for too long
when I first tried E like 6 months ago I did it like 4 times in 2 weeks and felt 100% socially dependent on it ( felt like I couldn't talk to people or have any confidence without it).

I stopped for a while because my dealer went on a trip to buy more drugs

then I started dealing E myself, would but Es for $2.50 each and sell for $8, so I ended up doing it twice a week for maybe 3 or 4 weeks when I decided E wasn't really working for me anymore.

now I do E a couple times in a week and shut her down for another 3 or so weeks.
 
so your telling me 4 white ladys .G on friday and 5 on saturday is bad right?

and its really bad when you do that for a full month. then it feels like i dont roll anymore. but i keep taking them to see is bad. oops my bad.
 
i went for about 18 months normally 1-2 pills in a weekend a couple of times i took 4, nearly all the time id be drinking too. i was working full time the whole period it was like my double life haha..i stopped doing it that much almost a year ago i have got on it about 6 or 7 times this year my anxiety and stuff seems to be slowing down now i find i just have to stay active and fit starting next year i am only going to do it once every few months on special occasions..i smoked pot every day for about 3 years very heavily too and i have quit that completely this year about 6 months ago it does take time to completely recover mentally but i expected it, i even drink in moderation mostly now just one weekends and stuff..i dont smoke cigarettes and barely drink caffeine
 
Once or twice a weekend for about a 5 month period. I would usually drop 1 1/2 - 2 each time
 
man, this topic really makes me look twice at myself and where my life is going....


anyways, last year was the worst ever. between the months of August last year, and febuary this year, i was doing it 2-3 times per week, @ 2-5 pills a session. luckily, ive chilled out since then, but still not happy, id love to pretty much stop but its TOO hard right now, at least the good thing is i only do it about 1-2 times a month now, IF that.

hopefully one day, i can quit completely.
 
probably about 6 months of clean stuff at least every 2 weeks. not too bad, but hey it's lost the edge a little. all about the combos now :-(
 
a23dsl said:
I know we all answer those "how often do you drop and how much" questions with an average... but there is often some period or periods where we consciously abuse E for a while and then stop.

Describe yours! How long did it last, how often did you drop, and how many pills? 8o


I'd like to compare because I think I might be slumping into one soon...
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whoa...:\can't even begin to describe it, it would sound like i am lying through my teeth...

i'd say a year.. a roll binge(10+ pills) every three days...


i learned to control my urge for that specific feeling.. maybe finding pleasure in life helped some but thankfully, it passed..

now a good trance song and a memory is enough to keep me satisfied between my every once in a while roll.. only when i find good stuff do i "abuse" a little.. but i can honestly say i'm in control now..

i hope everything goes well..
 
I'd say for a good 2 months 6 pills on a given Fryday. Some Fryday's would take more but on average never less than 2 double drops and never more than 12 so far.

Quit though, moving on with my life
 
my abuse is current as of now. ever since july this year 2007... i probably on the average roll twice a week.. anywhere from two to 3 and a half pills... i guess its my only sense of escape when i feel lonely. but i regret touching this drug. i keep trying to chase the euphoria.. but its not the same anymore.. and now i just keep getting depressed and i feel terrible the next day and a few days after it. i dont understand why i keep going back to it. i know i don't NEED it.
 
The most intense period of ecstasy abuse for me was the summer of 1999.
I ate 153 pills between May and September. Most of that was concentrated June-August.

I know I negatively affected my memory and mood.
 
~6 month binge usually around 4 at a time (didn't start out that way :P) at various points during the week, and every weekend. then one day i let a buddy borrow my scales and he threw me a bean for it. after lightly rolling and for some reason just wanting it to end, i never touched rolls again :)
 
started about february this year, used to drop nearly everyday for months... rolling all the time... used to drop between 10 to 20 pills a day.

i look at it now and just think WTF?
 
i used to roll once - twice a week for a good 5 months..... had to stop thou cos i started to think about what i was doing to myself
 
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