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How heavy/long was your "abuse period" of E use?

about 7 years ago i would "move" a bit of pills and mdma crystal...

My consumption was up to 30 pills a week... I could easily take 9 - 12 in one night..

This lasted about 9 months after which i stopped "moving" and slowed my consumption to approx 10 a week..

Then i abruptly stopped and didnt use e for about 5- 6 years..

Now i use mdma about once a month to once every 2 months...

During my abuse period i didnt really suffer much mentally, although i honestly think my body is now about 20 years older than it really is...
 
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this past summer rolled every week. and wouldve kept doin that prolly throught till now but the connection is gone, but if i found another id be rolling alot again. i did notice the heavy use effects. memory is not as it used to be. i cant remeber written shit as well an more bu my hands on skill have become way better (im in film school and learning alot of shit right now, and alot of stress, so i would really love to roll to take my mind off some things.)
 
mine was extremely brief.

my first roll was bout 3 weeks before my sneior year started, then went through for maybe the next 6-7 months , with maybe round 12 pills taken in all.
its nothing compared to anybody, but im sure i woulda done a ton more if the rolls i was gettin were actually good.

i think jus bout every roll ive ever taken was either fake or a methbomb. so now i jus dont see a point in taking somethin where i feel a little euphoria for an hour or so than feel like shit for the next few days.
 
TheColors said:
uwww ahhh droping a pill every 2 weeks is about what I'm doing right now. I feel fine after the first week and by the 2nd week I'm clear. Besides there is proof that mdma doesn't cause any ill effects long term, if one treats it right. I read an article about a someone who abused mdma seriously for 10+ years, and when he passed he volunteered to let doctors examine his brain. They concluded that they couldn't see any kind of difference from a normal brain, and that in fact there were different connections made by nerves which means if we roll we become smarter!=D
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Do you have a link to the article?

I don't think that one person's experience is a good generalization for the rest of the population. Just because one person doesn't experience negative effects doesn't mean that someone else won't experience negative effects.
 
my abuse period was the summer of 06. for 3 months i rolled on average 2 times a week. usually only 1 or 2 pills per night, occasionally i'd take 3. i didn't do enough to do any permanent damage or anything, but i was pretty fucked that whole summer and about a month after.
 
my abuse period lasted about 2 months (this summer) during which i was taking e every 2-3 days only 1 pill everytime tho, but it was most of the time with speed, now i take about 1 pill per week and its either speed or e, depends on what i find
 
Nearly two years weekly 5 or 6 a night a few nights a week, with some week benders thrown in for good measure, with a couple of fortnights off over that time. With everything else I was still half off my head for two months after that without having anything. :\ I'm still recovering 6 months later.
 
My abuse period ran from somewhere around this time last year, running right on through till either february or march, those few months are a huge blur haha.

Umm, pretty much daily, have the odd day off when we couldn't get them, so on average 5-6 times a week, anywhere from 6-20 a night.
 
i used to drop 3-4 pills 1-2 times per week for 2 years straight. i'd drop one at the beginning and the secong half our later then the 3rd wen i felt myself comedown, maybe more. i never went without! but it took its toll on me too, i smoked weed daily as well and it led me to have a panic disorder.
i'm ok now but i am careful and only drop every few weeks/months.
personally i wouldnt get in to it but if your gonna, be careful.
 
subaruwrx said:
now i take about 1 pill per week and its either speed or e, depends on what i find
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Your still treading in pretty dangerous territory IMO. The long term effects of mdma on the body and brain are still unknown. I think it's better to play it safe and use mdma at most once a month. This seems to be the most a person can use mdma while still considering his/her use "safe"(at least here at Bluelight). However, you shouldn't assume you're one of those people, but I think we, being a public site for anyone to visit, have to have some accpeted standard for the sake of those who come to bluelight. Not everyone knows what some of us here do.
 
about 3 or 4 years ago I was rolling at least 5nights week, I was selling in clubs, at raves and out of my home.
My tollerance got so high, I was eating at least 8beans a night, mind you they were molly as a close froend of mine made them and yes they got send to pillreports and was tested.
The nights I went to the clubs or raves, I would empty the "stacker"
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pills and put the molly inside those, the empty pill shells would hold I think 3 or 4 pills of molly, so I would take like 3 of the stacker pills and be snorting a few in the bath room.
You think that was bad, my bf at the time tolerance was higher, that bastard could eat like 13 pills no problem..
 
18-20 really heavy use. started out with one of course, eventually moved on to five. then I started selling and I did at least 20 a week. I was a stripper so I had the money and I could get fucked up while I was at work. one time I did 14 in one night. I stole pills from people ect. BAD NEWS.

I got locked up till I was 22. got out. rolled every weekend or every other. only at raves.

24 present day: use has picked up a bit. I can still down about 8 pills sometimes no problem. I do it at home. I have noticed that I can't party like I used to anymore. My epilepsy (not originally caused by E) has gotten progressively worse.

I can sit here and say that I am addicted. I don't know when I will stop but I know I will have to eventually.

If you are addicted (anyone here that is) keep your head up.
 
drews_secret said:
mind you they were molly as a close friend of mine made them and yes they got send to pillreports and was tested.
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I'm sorry but I'm gonna have to call bullshit on this. In the pillreports.com guidelines, they say :
8. Pillreports.com is for reports on pills only. Please do not include any capsules, powders, or other reports.
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also the pillreports.com Q&A states :
Q - Why can't we post "Molly"/capsule reports?

A - There is a lot less of a guarentee that the contents of one capsule will be the same as another, than there is of one pill to another.
It takes a lot of effort to make a copy of a successful pill logo. It takes exactly NO effort to get capsules of the same colour as some with a good reputation, and use that to pass off crap. All pillreports must be taken with a grain of salt as logos, ultimately, don't mean much. Capsule colours mean less than nothing.
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And even more important is that pillreports.com isn't able(or maybe isn't willing) to test how pure a substance is, only if a certain substace is present.
 
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I'm assuming she meant to say they were tested at Ecstasydata.org because Pillreports.com doesn't test pills.

You can tell how pure a pill is after they post the results because they posts them in ratios. You just don't know the volume a given substance is in it.
 
Yes I understand how ecstacydata operates, they use a GC/MS, but not only did she not mention them, they only have 3 molly results that I could find, and none of them are within the correct time zone. She said 3-4 years ago, which would obviously be '03-'04, and ecstacydata has no molly results within even 2 years of that time.

I didn't even think about the most obvious thing....that pillreports dosen't even test pills themselves:! 8(
Ecstacydata.com is also much less popular than pillreports.com and it dosen't seem likely someone would confuse the 2. They're quite different and the way the operate is also quite different.
 
this summer i got caught into a month binge. eating molly atleast 5-6 time a week. i would finish work around 2-3pm cycle home, parachute a bit of molly, smoke a joint in my bed waiting for the effects, then id drop a bit more before 8, go to get food and go out sit at a bar with my friends... some day i would have to work evening (4-12) so around 8 or 9 i would either do a line or parachute some and finish my workshift...
and in that whole period i probably went true 8g of molly max...
 
about six months, 5 pills a week. Was starting to get boring so I quit for 6 months and now things are great again, i only drop 1 pill once a month and that is good enough for me these days.
 
One, two pills a week for seven months, last 3 months was about 2-3 meth bombs a week. Terrorible.
Been roll sober for almost 100 days. =)
 
When I was only 15 I started doing pills once every weekend.
I'd do from 6 to 12 every Friday night.
I did this for just over a year, doing acid and K as well, until my GCSE exams when I knew I had to stop as I kept loosing the next word I wanted to say.

I then didn't do them until NYE in my first year of A-levels at 16 years old, then did them in March when I was 17.

The time after that was only last Saturday, and that was MDMA at Tribe of Frog.

Really debating whether or not to do more MDMA at next month's ToF as I'm worried I'll get into a habit again or just over do it and forget a load of shit. As I really need to do well this year to get into university.

Oh yeh, about effects. I really started to loose the intense feeling after 7-8 months. When I did them again in March.. I got absolutely titted off a single double drop!
 
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