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How heavy/long was your "abuse period" of E use?

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a23dsl

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I know we all answer those "how often do you drop and how much" questions with an average... but there is often some period or periods where we consciously abuse E for a while and then stop.

Describe yours! How long did it last, how often did you drop, and how many pills? 8o


I'd like to compare because I think I might be slumping into one soon...
 
9 months, 2 to 3 times a week, 2 to 4 pills a night. of course this was when pills actually had decent doses of MDMA in them (mid to late 90s)..so i would say equal to 4-8 pills today.... i would drop with my friends, then redose an hour or two later, then maybe 2 hours after that...

id take bong hits and play nintendo the next day....be down but ok the next, then it was time for more pills the day after.

honestly bro, dont do it.

it took my a solid 3-6 months to recover from it. i was hella depressed at the end of it and seein spots shitty memory, just grey in every way for at least 3 months.

since then ive only done pills a few times a year. much better that way, it takes too much of a toll on your body after abuse like that, imo.
 
I started rolling more frequently about 1 year ago, once every 2 months. December of last year, i dropped about 3 times in 1 month and a half, and that included dropping 2 weekends in a row. One weekend it was my bday, i only dropped 2, next weekend was a christmas party and i was drinking, then took a haf, then just kept going...i think that night i took about 4 or 5 pills. That was the FIRST time i have ever dropped 2 weekends in a row. NOT GOOD. Next day i felt like a druggie. Just felt so sick and anxious. I promised never to drop again because i thought that was just so irresponsible. Then i gave myself a 3 months break and have been dropping again once every 2 months (sometimes once a month if there's a special event, but no more than that).

Yeah, i know must of u are thinking: uhhhh once in her life she dropped 2 weekends in a row, big deal..and i know a lot of u do that for months...but i dont know...that doesnt work for me, dropping more than once a month makes me feel like a druggie and i start getting emotional cause i think im fucking my brain up. Plus, rolling for me is something special, i plan it, i look foward to it and i never regret it. So i dont like to break that whole"experience" and let rolling become a routine, like drinking a beer.
 
rolled constantly from 99 to about 04 when it just got boring, and pills went to shit quality....havnt rolled but twice or so since then, and it wasnt the same fun.
 
I don't really have anything to contribute since I haven't ever abused mdma but I can say that if you are feeling yourself slip in that direction please try to pull yourself away from it.

Too little is known about the long term effects of mdma to abuse the drug.

Please be safe out there.
 
02-05 every week end, thursday night through sunday night. But a little meth was included.

Normally get through a 10 pack in a week end.

Varying quality, but I remember a couple that really stuck out... Safe Sex Durex, in 02 and some crucifixes in 03... from then on we started getting a lot of RC and K. Every now and then we would get something half good, but everyone just started doing meth... so it was time to say goodbye.

As is stated above. I would not recommend this to anyone. But when you are hanging around a group of friends that are doing it non stop... it is hard to say no. I feel that there was a long time for me to reach base level again, but I am there now... I think.

And you know what the saddest thing is, my mates are still doing this every week end...
 
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purplefirefly said:
I don't really have anything to contribute since I haven't ever abused mdma but I can say that if you are feeling yourself slip in that direction please try to pull yourself away from it.

Too little is known about the long term effects of mdma to abuse the drug.

Please be safe out there.
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My perception of "abuse" is like once every two weeks. Which is often or not depending on what circle of people you come from.

However, I do rely on the whole "at least 1 month in between drops and even then its sketch" sort of rule as a scale... although there is no absolute truth because everyone's different and we don't know enough about MDMA.
 
Have used e for over 13 years. Had only 1 "abuse" period of around 4 months when I was using twice a week or so just because i was miserable and bored with my life.. Felt really crappy at the end of that, and short term memory was non-existent. Took a good few months to recover fully.
 
used to drop a few pills at least every week, I would also smoke weed while I was rolling, to me that was essential, eventually the effects were felt less and less to the point where I was barely feeling anything. My dealer stopped slanging, or at least he told me he didn't anymore... and I didn't know anyone to get it from. Worst part of my life right there. Looking back on it, my dealer either cutting me off or not selling anymore was the best thing that could have happend. I'm about a year clean with little to no desire to roll again, i'm fucking free.
 
almost slipped into one recently; started a year ago and kept it once every 2 months/once a month, but somehow:

200mg end of august
300mg mid september
100mg 2 days later (so silly, did feel it though, quite well, surprisingly)
1 pill and a bit 1 week ago

the last time may have been weird drug, but after what seemed like a good comeup it felt very wiped out and sketchy with little sleep obtainable afterwards. Thankfully no source anymore so that means a big break hopefully..... hope this isn't considered a lasting kind of slump (the mdma was only between 50-75% pure so maybe not so bad)
 
I did pills for roughly 6 months. Some weeks, only one or two. Some weeks 20 pills. I did some 8 pills nights, once did 6 pills in a week night. Kitty-flipped, candy-flipped, mixed E, speed, LSD and ketamine in the same night sometimes....
another time, I did a couple pills of speed and some bumps of K, when coming down from K, I went for a cap of MDMA and salvia, ...
poly-drugs abuse.
 
trogere said:
I did pills for roughly 6 months. Some weeks, only one or two. Some weeks 20 pills. I did some 8 pills nights, once did 6 pills in a week night. Kitty-flipped, candy-flipped, mixed E, speed, LSD and ketamine in the same night sometimes....
another time, I did a couple pills of speed and some bumps of K, when coming down from K, I went for a cap of MDMA and salvia, ...
poly-drugs abuse.
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Dayum, that's some HxC shit 8o
 
In January i did about 20 pills in 3 days, I started on a friday and ended it on sunday which just fucked me cause i had to get up for work on monday, i ended getting late to work.
and these were the small ones, lately i've been lucky in scorings molly pills which are awesome i have friends that have small body frames and roll for 4 to 6 hours with these i only do 4 good hours...
 
a23dsl said:
My perception of "abuse" is like once every two weeks. Which is often or not depending on what circle of people you come from.

However, I do rely on the whole "at least 1 month in between drops and even then its sketch" sort of rule as a scale... although there is no absolute truth because everyone's different and we don't know enough about MDMA.
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I personally think that rolling once every two weeks is overdoing it :)

You are right about the "once a month" and your safe bit. It's a good outline to have but it's not sure proof. I have definitely felt negative side effects from keeping a month regimen. You are correct in mentioning that everyone is different and will recover at varying rates.

I do think that people ingesting drugs that fall into the "unknown long term effect" category should do so with caution and give themselves as much time as they can to recover.
 
uwww ahhh droping a pill every 2 weeks is about what I'm doing right now. I feel fine after the first week and by the 2nd week I'm clear. Besides there is proof that mdma doesn't cause any ill effects long term, if one treats it right. I read an article about a someone who abused mdma seriously for 10+ years, and when he passed he volunteered to let doctors examine his brain. They concluded that they couldn't see any kind of difference from a normal brain, and that in fact there were different connections made by nerves which means if we roll we become smarter!=D
 
I don't get it. If you've ever met a severe e-tard you could not say that e doesn't fuck you up in the head.
 
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