I would tell anyone that listened how much I liked them even if I didn't when high. It would make me enjoy every moment, but that is when I first would get high, and not later on.
I would often play with my little nephews ages, 2,3, and 6 because they would be so nice to me and always want sit by me, and when I was on dope I felt like a child, so playing make believe and with them was so fun. I felt like I was a super human or something, because these kids loved my attention. (I hope this doesn't come off like I am a cho mo I enjoy children. I never had a good child hood, and want to make sure all other kids do)