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How Good is Your Opiate / Opioid Consumption Willpower?

i don't use them

haven't used regularly in such a long time, its hard to say

i consider myself still addicted though, evidenced by current cravings
 
Zero willpower when it comes to opiates. The more I have, the more I consume. I "try" to save some for the morning but I usually end up scoring when I wake up. It's never enough. :\
 
When they are my own: Absolutely no will power.

When they arent mine: 100% will power, no fiending or constantly asking for more.
 
If it's a matter of Opiate Willpower regarding Bupe/Suboxone vs. H/Oxy/Morphine/Fent I'm good. If I have that sub in me I'll stay the fuck away from all my opiates of choice. But w/o the Suboxone to fall back on my will-power is next to nothing. I've watched my bank account dwindle, stolen, smuggled all in third person. It's weird. They cure a part of me I cannot figure out how to fix.
 
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