If it's a matter of Opiate Willpower regarding Bupe/Suboxone vs. H/Oxy/Morphine/Fent I'm good. If I have that sub in me I'll stay the fuck away from all my opiates of choice. But w/o the Suboxone to fall back on my will-power is next to nothing. I've watched my bank account dwindle, stolen, smuggled all in third person. It's weird. They cure a part of me I cannot figure out how to fix.