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Stimulants How does your stimulant use affect your environment?

Gaffy

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I've noticed that often my environment seems to be more attentioned to my self-being and behaviour; thought pattern when I consume stimulants, as if people's minds are triggered by mine's state and well-being, often resulting in me undertaking actions such as packing some "surplusses" or making single-dose units as if I could somehow "come to help" to these people being spectators of my state of mind, which is quite useless in itself as I in no way someone is just going to distribute to people using resonance; Yo!
Off topic;
Do you feel your stim use affects your environment, like these storys of tweakers seeing the SWAT outside their house waiting for a sign to smash the house's entranceway and spooky appearances like deliverys that actually aren't there etc; and most especially the days following stim use; as if people somehow knew! :p

Funny times,
Enjoy your stims!

Gaffy

Edit:spelli h
 
Reading myself I realise I'm too much im an "open-state of mind" behaviour, I should ease down.
 
My environment is 1000% cleaner when I use stimulants 😂
It all works out yaey.? Glad to hear that. There was a time were using amps made me fit in perfectly until I no longer saw any point in continuing being that perfect, which caused me to try out IV.
 
I bored everybody out and kicked on the others, now I réalise re-up isn't an option unless some magic unlocks itself and this actually becomes enjoyable..
Just had the 20:00 a'clock make some noise fest with the neighbours.
I think I'm going to use this thread to report on my use and how it goes from now on, like a journal TR for this particular batch of Eutylone.
 
3grams in , heart rate on a steady 120 since I redosed three tokes minutes ago. Had two glasses of sangria, as I was in slight alcohol withdrawal. No need for smoking either.
Catched up with a friend to get some tobacco, otherwise cool evening; bit bored, drew a two-sided face:

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(Flip your phone)


Heart rate is worrying; making some (in french) malisse, tilleul, passiflore, aubepine herbal tea to ease my heartrate and tension too bad I don't have wild vine, really helps with hypertension.

Otherwise I noticed I'm "standing weird" as in my head stands to the left anf it takes me ages to notice, pretty weird. It happened with Ephylone once.
 
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