Seith
Bluelighter
Smoking it just makes me feel weird, as I found out the other night. My friend used to always give me cookies and brownies and they were great. Relaxing and stopped my thoughts from racing, which rarely happens.
for some reason weed tends to affect my personality alot more than others ?
Im not sure if this is true but heres what i get ...
so like after smoking my personality just feels so numb . I turn into the dude in a conversation circle just smiling, doing shit all and zoning out . Im basically no fun whatsoever .
However i then take 2 days off smoking and im back to myself < Aka a energetic , talkative person who is actually motivated.
I know this but for some reason i just keep smoking weed . Weird huh :s
for some reason weed tends to affect my personality alot more than others ?
Im not sure if this is true but heres what i get ...
so like after smoking my personality just feels so numb . I turn into the dude in a conversation circle just smiling, doing shit all and zoning out . Im basically no fun whatsoever .
However i then take 2 days off smoking and im back to myself < Aka a energetic , talkative person who is actually motivated.
I know this but for some reason i just keep smoking weed . Weird huh :s
Disoriented. Not quite in 'reality'. Sort of like in a dream but my thoughts are kinda 'loud' and my external environment kinda takes a 'back seat'.
Yeah I don't understand how it makes people feel 'good'. It's not usually 'bad' either it's just too surreal to praise it as some sort of 'happy drug' like mdma.
Puts me in a good mood.
Makes my anxiety and worries go away.
Gives me something to look forward to.
Makes music better.
Makes me not think of other substances.
Contentedness.
Helps me sleep at night.
There's a lot of reasons probably that I'm not listing too like
-Makes me forget things