It has been stated that one reason that people roll less as they age is because of the responsibilities, demands placed upon them. I can believe that. But, I suspect there is an alternate way of looking at that.
As we grow up, and get those responsibilities and demands, for most of us that goes along with a much richer life - personally, family-wise, socially, professionally, etc. Much more interesting, many more possibilities, more freedom.... Not to mention the joys that are to be had in a happy marriage, watching your children grow, etc.
I think in a way people come to realize that the best mdma can do in such a circumstance is simply enhance that a little. But basically mdma can't offer anything that would seriously compete with such joys.
I read about an interesting study done regarding drug use and addiction which I think kind of supports what I suspect. I'm sure I'm oversimplifying the conclusions, but basically what I understood it to be saying is that people who have healthy, happy, rich, normal lives tend to either not use drugs, or if they do, they very easily keep that use under control and are moderate about their use. Whereas those who find themselves in some difficult situations or backgrounds, tend to be careless with their use or abuse or become addicted.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/johann-hari/the-real-cause-of-addicti_b_6506936.html
While in the past I would actively look for the next opportunity to roll and actively search for the needed drugs now I just roll if and when the opportunity and the needed drugs present themselves. Whenever I do roll I'm still prone to stay awake until the break of dawn by the way, it's just such a magical feeling seeing the sun come up while you're on the tail end of a roll. Also I'm a bit of a night-owl anyways so staying up all night comes kind of naturally to me
