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How do you view your drug usage?

Problematic. I just love shootin coke and dope. Everything about it.
Except the negative consequences of course: jail, homelessness, etc.
 
smoking weed is good for my anxiety. but smoking multiple times a day leads to depression.

opiates are basically what i have been missing my whole life and i binge and use very irresponsibly.

so i cant live without drugs but at the same time they really fuck me up
 
I hate it. Heroin addiction has ruined every aspect of my life. Yet I can't just stop...
 
it's all good fun. these days marijuana (sativa) gives me a lot of creativity and motivation, and I overall feel great - tho I don't smoke it very often, and when I do it's just once in the evening

opiates, tho... well, if I'm not high then I'm sick, which is a big problem in my life

gloeek said:
Feels good doing drugs when you feel like it just for shits and giggles.
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^so true. I hate that I need to dose instead of choosing to. I dose even when (on occasion) I'd rather just be sober. it's also a problem when I have things to do and/or places to be, yet I still have to have my drugs at the right time or I won't be able to do anything at all
 
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At this point in my life, of 23 years lol, my sister in law referes to me as the human vaccum cleaner. for obvious reasons. I have tried almost everykind of drug, but the opiates have me in their clutches, easily my DOC. I don't feel normal without some, ever. oh well, that is how this game goes. Its great when you have a substantial amount, or just any. Its the worst day ever when you run out and seems like you will never have anything again. It is truly a vicious cycle, but one that i am sure to contue until i get tired of it. until then fuck it, and i am still looking for that "endless" supply"

-Cheers and happy hunting
 
i have a love/hate relationship with my drug use. i'm blatantly addicted. the upside is it makes me feel good; i have enough self control to limit myself to a self set ceiling, and i am a fully functional addict. i work, i go to school, and i have life goals. sure i use opiates to get high, but not to the point where i can't move or talk or think. some days i don't get high, but i'd rather use just so i don't have to go through withdrawal than not use because i don't catch a buzz. the downside is the impact it has on my bank account. there are so many other things i could be spending my money on, but when you're an addict- that's your number one priority. sometimes that fact right there makes me sick. but i eventually get over it.
 
My drug usage is pretty controlled (only do drugs ont he weekends, have been for almost a year). When I'm finished studying and finishing all my work, I get pretty irresponsible and reckless. It's not difficult to find me in a crowded bathroom doing lines of cocaine, then going to the living room and doing shots of vodka...

Also, my psychedelic use can get pretty rediculous too. Planning to do 2ci 2ce 4acodmt 4homipt simultaneously, just to experience it. . .
 
I'$ 26 yrs old and have never been more dependent on drugs. The time when I do the least amount of pills is on the weekends because I don't have to do anything. I don't know anyone who spends more money on pills than me, and I'm glad I don't.
 
I like doing drugs. A lot. On an average week I might shoot heroin, snort coke, do some benzos, and then ketamine once or twice a month, and something like Ambien, Methadone, or an RC.

Sometimes people think I have an addiction (physical), but I don't. A lot of people don't like that I shoot smack :\.
 
At the moment i am really happy with my drug use. Before i started my new job a few months ago i had a horrible ketamine addiction and alcohol problem amongst all the other drugs. My shifts don't allow me to abuse drugs in the week 6am-2:10 one week and 3pm till 7-11:30pm which is good. Some weeks i may go out a get overly drunk in the week or buy a gram of k but its mainly just the weekends now which i spend my whole week looking forward to. At the weekend i still sniff 2-4 grams and get pissed but thats just my release and reward for how well im doing. May do the shit pills or supposed mdma (most likely mda), coke, 2ci, mephedrone, shrooms, valium/diazepam now and again. When i get time off i hammer it just like old times. Lovin the 'new me'.
 
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