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How do you view your drug usage?

I feel like I'm very in control of my drug use-

different drugs can contribute to my life in various ways. I very rarely use drugs just to get fucked up (never really drink heavily)
weed is something to help me get more from music, relax, take care of sore muscles/nausea, give an enhancement to the day
psychedelics i occasionally use recreationally (at low doses) but take really really strong doses when I feel like something in my life needs to be looked at with a different perspective.

dissociatives (ketamine nitrous) seems to add an interesting twist to a trip and

pharmies I've never really used aside from what they are prescribed for

I dont really see myself using all the drugs I use now for my whole life- weed, lsd, and mushrooms, however, will likely stay with me
 
First out of curiosity, then for fun, and now to escape. I could have seen that coming... WTF. :o

Of course this pattern results from other failisms in my life, but the drugs don't help.
 
Initially i just smoked weed for something to do, over this last summer that got quite out of hand to the extent where i was smoking from when i woke up (about 1pm) to when i went to bed (about 2am) so i was constantly stoned, as a sportsman this really messed me up in terms of fitness and due to munchies i put on about 2 stone! I have since moved back to my parents and now the useage is right down to just a couple of evenings a week. Its weird but i almost got sick of constantly smoking weed and didnt like the feeling of being dependant on it to get through the day. As far as other drugs go for about a year i have taken pills and mdma on and off as in maybe once every few months. I have recently discoverd mephedrone and leagal highs which are keeping me busy. All in all i view my drug use and sporadic and social!
 
I am pretty amused by my drug use. I am away at school and dont mess with drugs here because I will be outta money by the 2nd week of class. When im home over breaks I call the dope man a couple days before and see him as soon as im back home. Over the summer I have alotta cash and use everday. At school im more clear minded. When I use for 5days over my breaks I feel bipolar from the hi-low, and my family just thinks im outta my mind because I get very energetic from H and dont shut up. Over the summer im completely different when using daily. I dont care at all, and am pretty wreckless. I dont view my use as that bad because its not affecting school, and I use less than half of the year. I also feel pretty powerful being able to stop H like that
 
My drug use is purely recrational I love getting F'ed up and completely blasted. This is why I abuse drugs. Drugs also made me happy, and help me become a better person that I am.

-PLUR
 
I think my use of benzos and weed is just fine. I'm prescribed benzos and use them for medical reasons. Weed helps me deal with issues related to my opiate addiction. My addiction to opiates I feel is ruining my life and my sanity. It angers me on a daily basis and most of the time I feel that there is no end of this horror in sight.
 
My drug usage hasn't been that big of a problem for me yet. I do think my heroin usage could be a little less, but I am neither physically addicted, or do I have a bad mental addiction. Although sometimes I think to myself, "Damn, it would be nice to be high right now", its not something that I'm really worried about.
Besides opiates, all other drugs are no problem at all. I use ecstasy maaaayyybe once every two months, and I smoke weed maybe once a month. I drink occasionally with friends at parties, but it is something that I could easily cut out of my life.
Overall, shits good. Need to take a opiate break soon, but its not going to be as hard as I think it is.
 
Recreational drugs I do--for a good time
My prescriptions---for a bit of sanity

It's nice not to be an addict for once. Feels good doing drugs when you feel like it just for shits and giggles.
 
I'm pretty in control of my drug use.
But lately I've felt like I don't want to be in control.
I just want to go hog wild and do everything all the time.
I don't have the money to do that though, or I would.
 
I know I have a drug problem, in the sense that I'm all always craving drugs and it gets in the way off school work occasionally or I don't go out and ride my bike because I'm high. Though, it hasn't caused a deterioration in my quality of life so it isn't a real big problem at all. Just me preferring to get high over most things.
 
I think I'm getting in better control of my drug usage overall but I've seriously only been using Heroin, Valium and Xanax and Weed occasionally. I was only getting concerned with H but I think I can get it under control.
 
I'm pretty infrequent so I don't see it as a problem. Just enough to help me cope with the shit life throws my way now and then. Got a bit dangerous sometimes when depressed, but not for a long time.
 
In the past my usage was very problematic opiates and my love of them being the main problem. now I just smoke spice every once in awhile and maybe do some coke or pop some rolls on a special occasion.
 
I know that if I wanted to do something more with myself my addictions would be hugely problematic.
I do already wish I didn't go down this road. That depression crap... feeling like scum or something of this nature.
But I'm not out of control. I've had no aspirations or life really for it to interfere with. So... just getting high as much as I could was goal #1. But somebody stumbled into my life and even though we both do drugs there's something to better myself for.

Damn it... lol :\
 
It actually changes a bit. But it usually seems like I'll never be really satified with any of it. No matter how many different drugs I do, or how fucked up I get.

I wonder if that's an "issue"
 
i'm not in control and very impulsive with my use... i have xanax and loprazolam and meprbamate next to my bed, and sometimes i'll just pop 10 of each, drink a bottle of wine or ssome beers or any other alcohol i have lying around..., and regret it the next days, cause i have to reduce my consumtion to be able to make it till the end of the month...

also when i get a gram of 2Cx and mephedrone, butylone, MDAI and methylone, i'll go on a binge for 12 days then take a 4 month breack, then repeat...

when i have drugs, i take em, i don't think long term...
 
I go through phases where I will smoke a lot of weed and experiment with drugs. I went through one in the beginning of high school, then smoking weed was a casual thing, now I'm back to everyday, and not just once a day. But in this little 'phase' it hasn't been just weed; I tried dilaudid, cocaine, and vicodin for the first time. My DOC is xanax though. Uppers are fun, opiates take a toll on my stomach, but benzos are perfect. I use those any time I can get my hands on them (usually not often like once every two weeks).
 
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