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How do you feel when you're out of everything??

CaveBear

CaveBear

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Drugs, booze, money. I drank 3 beers yesterday and ate 12 5mg Valium, smoked 2 bowls today, but now im out with now way to get anything else for several days. I seem to fall into a depression until I can get more. Before that I didn't drink for 8 days, but smoked like mad. Is this early on set PAWS? Its definitely not physical withdrawal.
 
You got nothing to occupy your time or help you deal with emotions\life. And your broke so that sucks in and of itself. I"m broke. Got a good amount of drugs (weed, booze, and kratom etc.) but no money and that can still suck.

OT: When I'm out of everything I fucking loose it for the most part. I get mood swings as is and without benzos and pot they are pretty severe. I will take basically anything if I'm totally out of drugs just to calm me down. But I can't remember the last time I didn't have a drug of some sort in reach even if its my klonopin which I only take as prescribed and thus NEVER run out ever. But ya when I'm totally out of drugs it gets me a bit depressed but mostly anxious to the point where I get a job\better job, etc. And then I buy drugs. ;)
 
I lucked out today. my bro stopped by and handed me some Percs and Ambiens, also dropped off a 12 pack of brew. This will get me thru today and most of tomorrow.

Thanks for the response.
 
I usually try to make myself exhausted as possible so I can sleep off the malaise. I am prescribed benzo for sleep and take it as directed as well, so that is another failsafe that I use. If I can find a few dollars I'll pick up a forty to take the edge off sometimes.
 
CaveBear said:
I lucked out today. my bro stopped by and handed me some Percs and Ambiens, also dropped off a 12 pack of brew. This will get me thru today and most of tomorrow.

Thanks for the response.
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Might not be what you want to hear but it kinda sounds like you're in need of some abstinence.

I won't lie, when/if I run out of everything, I can be prone to a little anxiety or depression, but this is usually overcome by some hobby or activity. Granted, my habituals are limited to weed, booze and kratom, booze I never mind running out of, weed I can tolerate being dry, kratom kinda sucks running out of but isn't the end of the world. I definitely don't feel like I need percs and ambien to get through a day.

I would recommend dabbling with some safer, legal and natural compounds (when you get a couple bucks, obviously) like kratom, kava, kanna, edible cannabis, all very effective recreational substances that carry little addiction or harm risk. Much better things to be using regularly. Also, a nice side benefit is that if you use these natural things habitually instead, then on the occasion when you DO get handed a percocet or valium, it retains it's novelty and you can really enjoy it instead of using it just to maintain and get through a day. I use kratom every single day of my life, and it continues to work well for me, and just the other night my girl came home with a surprise handful of percs. We had an effing blast!!
 
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Fuck sake I need some more, where can I get some more from, what, what, who's that at the door maby he's got some money, where can I get some money from, I fucking need some more where can I get some more from!

For the rest of the night!
 
idk about you guys but Id consider being out of drugs just that, OUT of drugs. no prescribed stuff

idk I just read about shit and make fun of it to myself really. in addition to thinking about when im getting something to take
 
It would probably depend on what you have been on, Stims would leave you all high and wired and not being able to chill the fuck out. Where as h an weed things like that you'd be to stoned n lazy to give a shit
 
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