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Misc How do you feel before doing drugs?

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Greenlighter
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May 31, 2019
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When cravings hit me my stomach constricts I feel like throwing up a bit, anxiety spikes, memories of the rush apear like pop ups on a dirty website before adblock, mixed with the fear of comedown and the risk of going to shitty places to score. Like a tug of war between the "HAPPY NOW!!!" team vs the "happy ending (with some hard to earn bits of happy now)" team. It ofcourse depends on the drugs too. I feel like this about meth. About other drugs am more chill.
 
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