Seyer
Bluelight Crew
Merged.
I wake up and drag myself to my job, where I get paid generously to do what I love.
After work I usually go to the gym, or shoot some hoops, or maybe have a stimulating discussion with some of the leaders in my field.
Then I force myself to eat a good dinner, and make love to my beautiful soulmate.
As sad as that sounds, I find that while life is unfulfilling, the best we can do is go through the motions until we can get our hands on our DOC again.
Buy weed.
If I can't find weed I will very reluctantly buy beer or better still, liquor.
If none of that happens, lay awake in bed unable to sleep and eat tonsssss of food.
How the fuck do you guys drink when you've been deprived of opiates?
I can't hold it down. & I used to be a heavy everyday drinker. Idk, something about w/d'ing on opiates makes drinking seem tremendously disgusting.
loperimade but, only because of WD, hypnosis/NLP for mild pain control and make time go faster. Also dramamine for sleep. oh and chocolate. So basically otcs, "virtual drugs" ( people really call NLP that) and dessert. If its not considered sourcing I can post a link to a free NLP recording. I have tried a bunch both paid and free and the best ive seen is this free one I refer people to
^^^this and make callsHow to deal with no drugs?
Read everything and research anything drug related, for hours.
That's what happens with me and I hate it.