lemongaga
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 3, 2010
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I started taking 30mg xr once a day in the morning on the 31st of July. I had 9 pills stolen from me so in one week, I'll be running out early. It's out of the question to inform my doctor seeing how the only reason he agreed to the prescription in the first place was because I'm pathetic. My hospital records clearly state chronic alcohol & drug abuse on top of severe psychiatric problems resulting in disability. He's aware I'm not in school or working either. It was a miracle of bullshit the prescription was even written... In the past I did let myself get a bit heavy in speed using 100-300mgs daily for months until my psychosis took over and suggested immortality that ended in a very unpleasant overdose--the cia was still following me for months after completely sober. It's been at least a year since my head has been completely straight and I've decided that I'd really like to address my add properly instead of using amphetamines as an anti-blackout solution for heavy drinking... I also used to drink a liter of gin daily to the point of seizures during withdrawal and have now found got that under control to the point where ive drank mabe 5 times in the last 3 months and each time only 1-2 glasses or less -- (please save yourself the "once an addict always an addict" speech) anyways I want to know what the best way would be to make 7 adderall stretch until the 29th (when a new prescription will hopefully come) I want to do it in a way where im productive throughout my day without short bursts of any sort of euphoria. I'm a bit disappointed to report that I don't get high off this dose. It's way too low. I need at least 60 ir for a buzz (still...does that make sense? for my tolerance to linger that long??) so this is just for treatment-resistant depression, chronic stomach problems, and adult ADD.. should I split the capsules open and eat half on top of something each morning? im prone to nausea should i eat? please dont judge me im so miserable and stupid lately. i just want legit advice. thanks
