• BASIC DRUG
    DISCUSSION
    Welcome to Bluelight!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Benzo Chart Opioids Chart
    Drug Terms Need Help??
    Drugs 101 Brain & Addiction
    Tired of your habit? Struggling to cope?
    Want to regain control or get sober?
    Visit our Recovery Support Forums
  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

How do I prevent myself from texting girls, and regretting it after, when high?

H

Harambulus

Greenlighter
Joined
Jul 23, 2009
Messages
624
Location
In the flow state
This pisses me off. I've done it quite a few times now.

I actually don't get so much once I get used to a drug and it's effects but did it a bit today cos I dosed a lil high on mdpv having not tried it before (lesson learned).

I am high and think 'oh no really it's not the drug talking I'm seeing THE TRUTH FOR REAL, let em text her this dumb stuff now and she will really appreciate this cos I AM SEEING THE MATRIX BABY' 8). I have gushed out my heart before to an ex which caused me alot of explaining once I came down from meph. I also did it a little today while on mdpv but didn't say anything too bad to fuck me up today- just a bit over the top. It's a nuisance cos I don't want my drug dalliances bleeding into and fucking up the good stuff I'm building in 'real life'.

What can I do to prevent myself in the 'heat' of a high?

Think I'll turn my phone off and put it in the bottom of my wardrobe till I come back to baseline and maybe also write a contract with myself and keep it in front of me to remind me not to be silly.
 
^ ...or give someone else your phone.

This topic isn't appropriate for OD so I'll send it to BDD.




--->BDD
 
I would say just sharpen up your game, you obviously are saying corny shit that you are embarrassed of later, I know that when I would do coke or crack or whatever I'd get into that "instant playboy" mode where I could spit game at any bitch or at least I thought I could, I thought I was the smoothest muthafucka that ever walked the earth when I was on coke, and half the time that shit worked, so I'd say sharpen up your game to where you can still spit it when your high but this time you don't regret it you just reap the rewards your awesome mouthpece talked your way into when you was high, That's How I did it at least....
 
I know exactly what you're talking about, this always happens to me with stimulants...Yeah once you come down you start to realize just how ridiculous all those five page texts were.
 
bpayne has a point.. At a guess I know exactly what your texts are like because I've been there..

All I can say is most girls dont respond well to that kinda stuff...
 
The first time i did meph i blew up facebook with retardedly cracked out statuses, told this girl i used to be friends with how much i liked her and how fucked up i was and how awesome meph was, and wrote an email to my dad trying to talk him into starting a research chemical business. Luckily i didnt send the email.
 
Smoke pot and you'll be too paranoid/blitzed/tired/ripped/afraid to actually build up a decent response to reply back. Works every time for me.
 
Some great replies of which i agree in part with all of them to a certain extent.

I have this problem when i abuse benzos,although its not girls that i text pouring my heart out,its usually friends that i text/call and have no recollection of afterwards,the only evidence i have is looking through the dialled/received calls and sent/received messages log in my phone!

Luckily its nothing too embarrassing,but none of it really makes any sense either!

I have tried turning my phone off and hiding it etc but i always end up searching it out during the blackout.
 
I usually don't feel like texting anybody when I'm on benzos, because they make me not give a fuck.

Whenever I get really high I turn my phone off as a general rule. Nothing like a random phone call from the parents when you're peaking on LSD.
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
I usually don't feel like texting anybody when I'm on benzos, because they make me not give a fuck.

Whenever I get really high I turn my phone off as a general rule. Nothing like a random phone call from the parents when you're peaking on LSD.
Click to expand...
=D

Exactly!

Im actually terrified of my phone when im tripping,the thought of speaking to somebody in the 'real world' strikes fear into me.
 
Me too, I'm not only afraid of getting calls (I actually answered a call from my dad once while peaking on LSD, had a perfectly normal civilized conversion with him, got off the phone, and then freaked out) but I'm also afraid of the NSA/CIA/The Man following me around on some computer screen (think Jason Bourne) knowing I took drugs or something else that's obviously a bit paranoid. Yes, I know the NSA can actually do that. I don't want to take this too far off the OP's topic though.

I also feel that the always-on-always-connectedness of cellular telephones ties me to the very world I am trying to escape from, or at least get a better perspective on, while I'm using drugs. Sort of counter-productive. However, every drug dealer has a phone, so that's also a problem.

Back to the topic at hand, yeah man, if you find yourself reaching/searching for your phone during a blackout, give it to a trusted friend or lock it somewhere. Leave it in your car if you're going to a party, leave it at home if you're out somewhere or give it to somebody who is hanging with you, ideally somebody who is going to be more sober than you are.

Or, as others have said, jack off before eating your pills. =D
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
Whenever I get really high I turn my phone off as a general rule. Nothing like a random phone call from the parents when you're peaking on LSD.
Click to expand...

For me its more the idea of talking into this thing I'm holding against my head while it talks back is confusing. Not confusing but i often forget someone is actually there, start mumbling to myself. wander off. This is on lsd though, never got the whole drunk texting/calling or drugged for that matter.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top