How did you Stop?(Smack)

[fightingthetoot]

I know there was no offence meant. Its the trurth. You don't know shit about it till your there, living it. My younger brothers are now the way I was at their age 17-19. They know about me. Only certain ones know about me being a junkie, I don't look like what you'd call a junkie. Fuck I have been scoring and people are like ''wit your inty it'' yes, sadly I am. More I keep using more its noticeable obviously. I was 18 stone, I am now 12 and ahalf. I did plan on losing weight not this much, and not by the way I have done it.

I would agree being a junkie is a state of mind. And you get alkies, and straight pegs who are scum, drugs don't make you scum. Being scum makes you scum.

 

[fightingthetoot]

100 percent more you buy that day the more you are using. You can lie to yourself till your blue in the fac but more smack you have that day more your using. Buying in bulk just doesn't work.

 

[GarageFlower]

I know there was no offence meant. Its the trurth. You don't know shit about it till your there, living it. My younger brothers are now the way I was at their age 17-19. They know about me. Only certain ones know about me being a junkie, I don't look like what you'd call a junkie. Fuck I have been scoring and people are like ''wit your inty it'' yes, sadly I am. More I keep using more its noticeable obviously. I was 18 stone, I am now 12 and ahalf. I did plan on losing weight not this much, and not by the way I have done it.
Same ere man I ws 15 stone now I'm like 9 n Alf 10
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I would agree being a junkie is a state of mind. And you get alkies, and straight pegs who are scum, drugs don't make you scum. Being scum makes you scum.

I don't look like a user either I don't think...new dealers always think I'm police hahaha.

On topic got my tenner in hand and being fucked about royal by that guy again he said set off in 5 so I did then when I ring him 15 min later he said he never said set off lying cunt. So I've been stood round for 45 mins getting no answers out of him other than he's on his way to me. Fucking dick. I know all dealers can be bad but this guy takes it.

Pulled a massive favour In and a guy from out of town said he'll come drop me one (I did spend £100 with him this morning) he'll be 45 mins but to be honest he's usuaully quicker anyway and he knows I spemd bare money with him

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

We are in the same boat brudda. My man just phoned me he away getting, but that doesn't help me while am like this. About 3 the earliest I will get a toot. Motherfucka got to bag it and shit. He knows I phone everyday why can't he keep me by one? He has done it before always the same innit..

...because he couldn't give two fucks about you and whether you are sick. To him you are nothing more than a source of ££££££

 

[fightingthetoot]

...because he couldn't give two fucks about you and whether you are sick. To him you are nothing more than a source of ££££££

Lol, I know what it's all about. I was just rattling and feeling sorry for myself no one holds nothing for you even though he is a bit more than just my kit man but no one holds kit and what not, not in the smack game.


GF that guy seems like a right prick honestly mate should tell him where to go totally fucking you about. Least you're sorted now eh ? I got my man at half 3 I knew it would roughly be that time doesn't bullshit me true to his word. He's older and been at it a long time probs was a cunt back in the day too but has learned lessons. Completely different gear today though has been brown rocky stuff last few weeks today it is a lot lighter and fluffy not has strong on the throat not pure shit am chilled out and no rattles only smoked .35 and I know feel normal this is what I should feel like all the time like normal people do. No anxiety actually can face the world , such a whore to the gear.

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

Almost at the end of my taper, hoping it's the last one. Things are feeling different which is good.