Green Laser
Bluelighter
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- Apr 20, 2008
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I can't decide what my DOC would be...
When I was 14 I found a box of Endone (Oxycodone IR) pills in the bathroom cupboard (From my mother's operation a year previously, so I don't feel bad about taking them, I do wonder if I "should" though). I'd never even had a drink at that point, somehow I had the vague idea you could get high from them, and I was curious. I spent a few weeks researching it and then a friend and I each did 20mg... That was three and a half years ago, and I can count the number of times I've done any of the harder opiates on one hand (Oxy twice, heroin twice), although I have done a fair bit of codeine. But I think opiates would still be my drug of choice as far as the high goes... you always remember your first time! Incidentally I'm getting 60mg of oxy tomorrow
Shortly after the oxy, I discovered benzos. I found a bottle of 100 2mg clonazepam pills at my grandmother's, I'm rather ashamed to say that I took a few, and soon after I went back for a few more (never more than 2 or 3 out of 100) after a while I noticed that she was massively overprescribed, while it's no defense, she gets 200mg every two months and took 1mg a day... and had all the backed up supply.. When I realised that the floodgates opened. I chipped for a year or so, fell into daily use and after a few months of that I found myself expelled, and arrested. So I have a love/hate relationship with clonazepam. I certainly don't trust myself with it these days.
And then we come to weed, the most benign of the drugs I like. It's really my DOC by default, my father gives me a quarter every few weeks, and I know that I can use it relatively consistently without anything horrible happening. Although don't get me wrong, I do enjoy it a lot, it just doesn't excite me like opiates, or ... do what benzos do.
When I was 14 I found a box of Endone (Oxycodone IR) pills in the bathroom cupboard (From my mother's operation a year previously, so I don't feel bad about taking them, I do wonder if I "should" though). I'd never even had a drink at that point, somehow I had the vague idea you could get high from them, and I was curious. I spent a few weeks researching it and then a friend and I each did 20mg... That was three and a half years ago, and I can count the number of times I've done any of the harder opiates on one hand (Oxy twice, heroin twice), although I have done a fair bit of codeine. But I think opiates would still be my drug of choice as far as the high goes... you always remember your first time! Incidentally I'm getting 60mg of oxy tomorrow

Shortly after the oxy, I discovered benzos. I found a bottle of 100 2mg clonazepam pills at my grandmother's, I'm rather ashamed to say that I took a few, and soon after I went back for a few more (never more than 2 or 3 out of 100) after a while I noticed that she was massively overprescribed, while it's no defense, she gets 200mg every two months and took 1mg a day... and had all the backed up supply.. When I realised that the floodgates opened. I chipped for a year or so, fell into daily use and after a few months of that I found myself expelled, and arrested. So I have a love/hate relationship with clonazepam. I certainly don't trust myself with it these days.
And then we come to weed, the most benign of the drugs I like. It's really my DOC by default, my father gives me a quarter every few weeks, and I know that I can use it relatively consistently without anything horrible happening. Although don't get me wrong, I do enjoy it a lot, it just doesn't excite me like opiates, or ... do what benzos do.