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How Did You Become a Drug User? v. "I'm a user not an abuser!"

I had always been interested in drugs, curious is the right word. I went through my phase of going out at the age of 12/13 drinking cider and puking my guts up, that phase soon passed when I discovered drugs could make me feel much better!

So as I got a little older, 13/14, by chance; one of our mates uncle was a DJ in the underground scene at the time so we ended up with contacts for E's (back in 2003/2004 when they were E's and we were getting them at 50p each!) coke speed and acid. So we just went to school through the week and then at weekend when most people our age were still just out drinking we'd be in some forest or some school roof or someone's gaff off our head most of the time off E's. We were popping silly numbers in he end like 15 over the course of a night, stupid, but young.

Anyway the group kind of dispersed when we all left school and got jobs etc...

I stopped doing all the MDMA etc and just started doing coke in the pub when I was 17 till being 21

Then all us fuck heads from back in the day, the same lot who knew each other so well from so many pill sessions together bla bla ended up getting back together and started hitting the rave scene and hitting the big drugs hard again, pills were now a tenner and not as good ha but it was good. We were going to different warehouse raves and bowlers etc getting spangled all weekend paying th price for it on Monday .

One day on a comedown, my mate, who knew I'd been flirting with oxycodone a bit recently just 20mg here n there experimenting again....pulled out a piece of tinfoil with a bag and a half of H on. Was the first time I'd ever seen it. It was a drug i vowed I'd never take but since I'd been reading about oxy etc I realised it was one and the same thing so I sat there and smoked it with him and it blew my comedown away and I felt amazing!

Started using it after sesh's to come down without the crash, then thought to myself hey a bag after work wouldn't hurt I won't get addicted ......and we all know how that ends up!

So nowadays Heroin (and crack) and my drugs of choice and I enjoy my benzos as well. Still enjoy E's and MDMA and all that but opiates just take over from anything else.

Wanna get off my methadone in the near future only on 40ml now and get my life back. I first smoked it off that foil in 2011 and a couple months later got addicted and I've been on it ever since.
 
Valkyrie said:
You can tell the parents are stressed and they're breeding stressed children
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My mother had crazy high levels of the stress hormone cortisol during her pregnancy. Much evidence has shown that this can cause neurodevelopmental issues in a child, and associated secondary issues that then lead to drink/drugs.
Ladies (and gentlemen). Think of the children. Stay calm and poised while breeding.
 
I was highly stressed during my pregnancy even was hospitalised because it n it giving me high blood pressure, my child's completely calm n placid. Are you saying because of what I went through during my pregnancy that I've npw fucked my child's whole life n tvat she's gna become a drug addict? This sort of talks annoys me - trying to put blame on pregnant mothers when stress is often out of someone's control.

Evey
 
Eveyvibe said:
I was highly stressed during my pregnancy even was hospitalised because it n it giving me high blood pressure, my child's completely calm n placid. Are you saying because of what I went through during my pregnancy that I've npw fucked my child's whole life n tvat she's gna become a drug addict? This sort of talks annoys me - trying to put blame on pregnant mothers when stress is often out of someone's control.

Evey
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No Evey, I meant cortisol in specific, and how raised levels during pregnancy can cause stuff such as autism spectrum disorders (according to some evidence[1, 2, 3]--it's not 100% clear cut and causal). And still, not every child with such a disorder will develop the secondary issues I mentioned (such as isolation, depression, unemployment) and not every one of those will turn to substance abuse. Yet another matter is if one can even speak of "blame" in such a case.

Congrats on the completely placid kid though :sus:
 
smoking ciggs at 8years old + a ll ganja didnt understand at that age. but from that age found weed about 11. and adderall in high school. also tik in south africa when i was 17 loved it.. was already fucked on addies at that point. then heroin... the drug that really fucked my life up. the irony is heroin use keeps me ok, keeps me calm and level headed hungry and happy, that sickness though... alcohol is no good for me, i get beligerant and intolerable. ive already accepted that amphetamines will be with me till the day i die, its this fucking dope tho.. goddamnit. need another way to come down from the speed besides the damn opiates man. which i ironically use to get thru the dope sickness.( the speed that is). rxd by a doctor, that script since 15 sufficiently altered my brain to need amphetamine, but function much better with them. thanks doc
 
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at the age 14 did lots of LSD and just kept testing stuff until i found opiates. my biggest challenge is self control and I've got that down. i'm 57 now. bottom line everybody's got something,booze,sex,food...etc...
 
it seems everyone ends up on fuckin opiates. its just like once you find it, youve found what youve been looking for. cant maintain a dope habbit for shit though.. without some discomfort or bullshit. i really need medicinal marijuana. im scared to death of alcohol/benzo dependance had friends die from wds, worst thing ive ever seen man... rather be dope sick anyday than fuckd on booze or benzo
 
methkite said:
it seems everyone ends up on fuckin opiates. its just like once you find it, youve found what youve been looking for. cant maintain a dope habbit for shit though.. without some discomfort or bullshit. i really need medicinal marijuana. im scared to death of alcohol/benzo dependance had friends die from wds, worst thing ive ever seen man... rather be dope sick anyday than fuckd on booze or benzo
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I know many people that prefer meth.
 
methkite said:
it seems everyone ends up on fuckin opiates. its just like once you find it, youve found what youve been looking for. cant maintain a dope habbit for shit though.. without some discomfort or bullshit. i really need medicinal marijuana. im scared to death of alcohol/benzo dependance had friends die from wds, worst thing ive ever seen man... rather be dope sick anyday than fuckd on booze or benzo
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True dat - I find that nearly every one who loves their drugs succumbs to heroin eventually - dependent upon availability of course. Heroin - cant live with it, can't live without it - the ultimate love/hate relationship.
 
booze at 13, weed at 15, speed acid shrooms at 16,coke and gear 18 E at 26 or so (1987) now just gear and the odd stone. Plus mulitiple pharms over the years - dikes, palfium, benzos, tuinol seconol...etc As to why? always wanted altered states of consciousness And over the last lots of years gear to keep me 'happy' or is it the gear that makes me sad??
 
Was 13 an my mates had eccies took one, and that was it a eccieheed till I was 15 then onty coke, big coke head and drinker, then at 23 took smack on the off chance and the rest is history.
 
Tried weed wen I was 15, took it everyday for 6 yeArs. In that time i tried everything else plus the hole research chemical / legal high. At 18 found herion. 29 now been on methadone 10 years.
 
Am if any one can help i have been addicted to coccaine heavely for about 3 years but using for about 12 years , my nose is completely fucked up ,nose bleeds ,pains, destroyed cartledge and more i need to know how to make a small amount of crack so i can start smoling it instead of smoking pure powder, i buy a gram of pure at a time, i have benzocane, baking soda , i just want to know how to make a small amount for myself and believe it or not it would actually really help me . Thank you
 
I can't give on how to smoke it, but if you thought coke got you in a heap load of shite, wait till the little satan crackhead behinds you over, you will get rode into battle. Say no to crack brah
 
The sudden death of my father when I was 30. Never tried drugs before then but found mushrooms to be the only thing that helped my greif. I found buddhism and every other system of thought totally useless - mushrooms are the only thing that ever helped.
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
True dat - I find that nearly every one who loves their drugs succumbs to heroin eventually - dependent upon availability of course. Heroin - cant live with it, can't live without it - the ultimate love/hate relationship.
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Yeah I'm pretty sure if I ever came across it it'd change my life quite dramatically. On the other hand, I'm fairly lazy, so I've never sought it out.

I've got a not inexpensive opiate habit as it is, so it would seem like the cost effective option, even though I know deep down it would ruin me (not saying it's impossible to do it without it causing trouble, but I know what I'm like).

In answer to the main question, I think I was always destined to do drugs from the way I'm wired. Started with weed 13/14, did pretty much everything else apart from crack and smack from 17 onwards. Haven't touched weed for a while now, but smoked a teenth a day between 17 and 24. Started making me too para, so my daily distraction switched to codeine in my mid 20s.
 
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I lived for most of my life in a small town where absolutely nothing happens, it was either drugs or take up sports.
 
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