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How did ecstacy change your life?

GurnEr JoshE said:
Fucking oath Ecstasy changed my life. I used to be the shy kid that would stand at the back of the "crowd" and just listen and not contribute to what was going on.

I don't really know what happened when i first took Ecstasy, but it was like it opened me up and after that i was able to confront people, contribute to conversation's/activities...I think it has also changed the way i see and think about things.

I am know 100% comfortable with myself and other people, and i reckon i have lost all sense of shame..And the only downside is, after attaining such heights of love and pleasure from MDMA, that the regular world became significantly grayer afterwards.
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100% Agree.

I was always the guy that stood at the back with a few close friends and just listened and chilled to the music. Was never terribly outgoing, shy, and rather self concious.

Took my first pill, first time i'd ever danced without feeling self concious, talked alot etc.

These days i can dance sober with no problems, much more out going, much more social etc...
 
This is Really my first post, but Ecstasy really changed my life. I had become a coke head for a while, i was losing myself and the people i really cared for, but when i started to do Ecstasy i saw that i had become self destructive, losing everything i had, now i am truly happy even when i don't do it i value everything i have, and do nothing but wish others the best of luck in life.
 
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I could go on and on about the ways it has changed my life, but the best thing that X has done was to restore my marriage when it was falling apart. Taking X with what would at the time seem to be my future ex rekindled everything that had been pushed aside due to petty fights and what nots. It seemed we were doomed until we spent the night locked in Xct's love. Going strong ever since. Maybe some of you remember my post in some forum here about should I drop with my X on Valentines day. Well I'm soooo glad we I did. And now an occasional roll here and there with her just helps to further cement that which is.

Get the point? Good ;)
 
I started rolling in high school, I am a fairly intelligent kid but in high school I lacked any motivation or desire to do anything but drink and smoke. Once I started to roll every weekend with my friends we really learned a lot about each other and not only that but I started to realize how important school is, not just grades. The semester where we rolled at least twice a month I received a 3.9 GPA while my last semester GPA was a 2.3

I honestly think it is the reason behind my success. Not only did I improve my grades, I realized who my true friends were and till this day we are still as close as ever even though our rolling career has ended.
 
One thing I have learned from my past drug related conquests is to take every epiphany I get while on drugs with a grain of salt. When I am rolling or under the influence of powerful psychedelic like LSD I always think I've had some kind of life changing realization and everything in my life makes sense for a moment. After looking back at many moments like that in my life I've realized that I was just pants-on-head retarded and whacked out on drugs. Once I come down from soaring in the heavens I tend to think, "What the fuck was I thinking, oh yeah... 150mgs of MDMA". I try to leave any life altering decisions for when I'm sober, and not piss faced. I think it may be a romantic or comforting notion that one can unlock the secrets of the universe with substances like MDMA but when it really comes down to it he or she is just high, I don't want a high person (especially me) making any important decisions about the direction of my life.
 
ecstasy changes your life for the better-always, that is if u dont get addicted to the feeling and drop everyday. i started off with weed and i felt like weed was getting boring so i branched out to ecstasy. dropped my first time at a school dance and had a blast, ecstasy really does open up a new world for you, it makes me feel lika kid again (im 18 tho)
 
It made me want to be nicer to people.

To start liking girls for who they were, and not telling them what they wanted to hear to get under their shirts.


It made me realize that there's much more beauty in this world then we have the courage to admit.

That everybody is far more beautiful than you give them credit for.

It made me appreciate music to an extent that I couldn't have before I first rolled...
and the list goes on and on :)
 
MDMA changed my life in many different ways.

It made me realize that I don't have to fear other people's perceptions of me.

It taught me how to spot negative people, and to avoid them.

It brought me closer to a group of friends than I have ever been with anyone else in my life.

It showed me that we are all human beings, being.

It made me realize how much pent up creative energy I used to have stored inside with no outlets...

since then I've started producing music, making digital art, doing massive ammounts of photography and generally being creative in one way or another ever single day.


As of right now I feel that I've learned all the lessons this drug has to teach me, and I use it now for the purpose of being able to effortlessly meet new and interesting people at raves/clubs, I use it because I effin love electronic music and dancing to it and dancing feels sooooo good on e (duh)

I also use it in times of stress in order to free my mind and gain a new perspective on my current situation, asses my situation and figure out an active way of dealing with it.
 
its changed my life by making me feel a way i have never thought possible. full of love and just pure euphoria!!
 
its helped me to see who i can really be if i wanted... everyone on the outside always look in on me as a grumpy prick... when i was on e they seen a side of me that they didnt think existed..... needless to say... i have become a more friendly, patient person... after use because i can "feel" how i felt on e with out using it just by being "happy"...

the other thing is i dont enjoy sex.... as much... :( sex on e is so intense it almost ruins it for normal sex... however... ive come up with ways to stimulate my mind in the meantime which helps... aka 4 play, role play, being spontaneous...
 
X totally affected my life! I was always so freaked out about it & never thought of trying it bc of all those damn commercials back in the late 90's early 2000's while I was in school. But a friend kept telling me about it so I did hella research on it & was shocked at all the government cover up & control over it & knew I had to try it to find out. I have never felt as good as the first time, it was seriously like I was "walking on clouds", now I understand that same song from Dj Tiesto lol. I could'nt stop rubbing my hands together & I was so happy & in love with humanity. Days & weeks later I was still so happy & optimistic when before I was very down about how life can be sometimes. When I see all the crazy stuff alcohol does to people I can't believe that X is illegal.
 
Ahaha thats like the same experience for me Artificial
I couldnt agree more with it
 
Sometimes i dont know if people actually changed because of the experience they had from the drug, or just because of the fact that most people praise mdma because it opens you up believing it will change you after you rolled.

To me it just felt like another drug. sure it felt awesome and at peace with everyone and everything, so did I on cocaine, even though they acted differently on the receptors. point being that its just a substance and other substances can make you feel good about yourselves somewhat too. I do understand it as a somewhat empathetic psychedelic being able to love your self while on it and now knowing the ability to love your self is there. But a drug is a drug
 
It reminded me of who I truly was before puberty issues+moving to a new country fucked up my personality.
First time I rolled I went back to the happy and confident child I used to be, and since I have been regaining my old self back -proving myself that I can be open with others, without being on any drug.
 
Mystery Brew said:
Sometimes i dont know if people actually changed because of the experience they had from the drug, or just because of the fact that most people praise mdma because it opens you up believing it will change you after you rolled.

To me it just felt like another drug.
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I don't know, but to me no one ever told me what it would feel like to roll, or what it would do in an psychological level... I was the only one rolling at the time of my first roll and without the input of others I totally felt like the drug changed me that night. HOWEVER once I got over the honeymoon I realized that it was up to me to allow that experience to influence my life in a positive way.

It is just a drug. Everything is just an illusion. But I'm thinking maybe to those of us who truly suffer from socializing problems it comes off as an unbelievable breakthrough. Many you're just better adjusted in those terms and didn't feel that different -which is a good thing for you :)

Hope I'm making sense :o
 
I've only rolled once, and it was a while ago, but ever since then I've noticed the beauty in everything and how dumb it is to get caught up in the little things in life. I was amazed that that level of happiness existed (even if it wasn't 'real'), period. I wanted to try and stay that happy without rolling all the time, which caused me to ditch my shit friends and find some very positive people. This is the happiest I've ever been, and I love it. :] Hooray.
 
Prince said:
I've only rolled once, and it was a while ago, but ever since then I've noticed the beauty in everything and how dumb it is to get caught up in the little things in life. I was amazed that that level of happiness existed (even if it wasn't 'real'), period. I wanted to try and stay that happy without rolling all the time, which caused me to ditch my shit friends and find some very positive people. This is the happiest I've ever been, and I love it. :] Hooray.
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ahaha im almost the same
really changed my outlook
 
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