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How did ecstacy change your life?

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I used to think that I was the only one effected by this but as I became more and more familiar with Blue Light I saw the forum of Everything you need to know about Ecstacy or something like that and than I saw this thread an old thread with a poll and I read some of the things people wrote and it made me happy because now I know i'm not the only who had their life changed by ecstacy. It was for the better I was so happy the first time I rolled obviously it's a common side effect but even the next day I had the biggest grin on my face for no reason what's so ever and ever since than I had love the drug I don' t roll as much anymore but I love the drug it's a life changing and mind altering substance that is wonderful my life is so much better and I used to have this horrible anger management but I don't seem to get as mad anymore besides being mad causes wrinkles to be upon your face so How did it ecstacy change your life? or. Did it change your life?


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I know what your saying. That first time had me in tears. For once in my life I felt excepted by myself and god. It seams like deap down, that feeling has never trully left. I used to be really shy and awkward. Now im really social and have alot of amazing freinds. I can deal with difficult situations really easily, cuz I've seen how great this existance really is. I only roll once every two months but im extremilly passionate about it. I can trully say taking that first pill was the best thing that ever happened to me.
 
Hi

I have had my life changed by ecstasy but not like your reason, i had had someone very close die because of this sort of drug, i would advise you to stop as so nothing can happen to you, i have never taken the drug so i dont know what it is like to have, but i like to help or tell people to stop using it because of what happened to someone i love
 
People don't die because it's a horrible drug they die because they abused it or had an adulterated pill you can't simply just make an account on this website and tell people to not use it that's absurd!
 
Fucking oath Ecstasy changed my life. I used to be the shy kid that would stand at the back of the "crowd" and just listen and not contribute to what was going on.

I don't really know what happened when i first took Ecstasy, but it was like it opened me up and after that i was able to confront people, contribute to conversation's/activities...I think it has also changed the way i see and think about things.

I am know 100% comfortable with myself and other people, and i reckon i have lost all sense of shame..And the only downside is, after attaining such heights of love and pleasure from MDMA, that the regular world became significantly grayer afterwards.
 
Took my first E ----- 12 years ago while doing my OE - was in london at the time and decided after some consideration to give it a go I was pretty "green" before leaving home and I barely drank. Well after my first pill there was no looking back - I found a sense of confidence I didn't know I had. I didn't know you could smile so much for so long! And also love everyone so much! My next experience was even better and my dancing was just amazing!! Pubs /Clubs and water bottles and reaching for the lazers!! I was lucky I had a great Pill my first time some have had a shite one and the feeling not the same - in fact the first time my best mate took one it was so shite it made him spew - which was a shame but he still enjoyed it . I agree with GurnEr JoshE The regular world did become significantly grayer aftewards!!
 
E has really changed my life too

It let me see through a lot of peoples bullshit and allowed me to see who the really good people are next to jerks. Its also definitely made me much more open, social, and loving :)
 
I guess the positive is that I'm trying to live a bit cleaner and healthier to get the most out of it.

the bad side is I'm absolutely obsessed and think about it day and night and it's almost torture waiting the months between rolls. And I worry about running out and not being able to get more since I don't know any dealers.

But no regrets and can't imagine life without it. It is the pinnacle of life experience to me.
 
I love this site but sometimes feel like you need a chemistry degree to understand all the drugs and how they work - sooooo my question is why does E make you feel this way - why does it make you see things you didn't before you started taking E - the best thing though about E is when ever I hear those tunes that you can only ever get into when on E I feel my body just bounce and I just wana dance!! my feet start tapping my shoulders start to go and then you look around the room and you notice others doing the same thing and you think to yourself ..................THEY have dropped before!!
 
It's been a few years now since I have had a Pill - went through stage off taking herbals but then started marathon training and drugs/alcohol went out the window- but the memories are still very clear!! I do miss it!! Are you a frequent E errrr Xevro ?
 
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Are you a frequent E errrr Xevro ?
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I supose you can call my dosage frequent, sadly, but whatever you only live once right :) I try my hardest to keep it at least 4 week between any intake. sometimes i fail, sometimes i succeed :P
 
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Tegang2 said:
I have had my life changed by ecstasy but not like your reason, i had had someone very close die because of this sort of drug, i would advise you to stop as so nothing can happen to you, i have never taken the drug so i dont know what it is like to have, but i like to help or tell people to stop using it because of what happened to someone i love
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Sorry to hear that. Most people do not treat drugs with the kind of moderation and respect they deserve. Although it is fun and exciting to take a drug impulsively without knowing the real facts ("These are magic pills that make you happy"), ITS VERY RISKY! Sadly most drug users do not know enough about the substances they are taking. Most drugs are not toxic enough to kill you by themselves; It usually takes a combo of drugs and disregard for your own body in order to die from use.
 
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Even more confidence to be "myself". Experiences with MDMA certainly make life more colourful, I genuinely feel like everyone should experience it. It changes you forever, IMHO in a very positive way.
 
i was diagnosed with schizophrenia and and deep depression 4 yrs ago and for the first two years my life was hell i was that depressed that i tried killing myself more than once, than i discovered the joy of xtc for once in my misserable life i was happy and i drop pills every weekend and as a result i have stopped taking my anti depressants because xtc is helping me more than they ever did.
 
MDMA hasn't really change my life at all. I'd always been interested in MDMA since I was a kid, or since I'd first heard of it. I tried it for the first time shortly after my 18th birth day. I then proceeded to take about 2.5 grams through out that summer (give or take a bit, its not like I could be sure my crystals were 100% pure). It was very foolish of me to do that. My brain function was obviously effected for months after that. Over a year since then I took MDMA in the form of a pressed "ecstasy" pill for the first time. The experience was diminished. I don't know if it is because I am used to taking doses around 125-150mgs of crystals or that I've "lost the magic". I hope to god that it is the former. MDMA is a lovely compound but I have not found god in it nor do I suspect I ever will. Since my summer of MDMA I've move on to things like LSD and have found other ways to spend my time. I'm not one for going out and dancing anyway.
 
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I really think mdma changed my life because it helped me connect with some old friends i haven't talk to. I had a good friend 4 years ago, at school, but we stopped talking to eachother the next year because we weren't in the same classes anymore. I talked to him again this year and found out he smoked weed, and i did it, so he invited me over at his house a couple time with some other great friends, and one night we just decided to drop e together and we just connected so much. Now i speak to this guy everyday and really like him, it sort of made me realize how great of a friend he was.
 
MDMA has helped me see through people's exteriors and to understand what people are really all about. I can see the world as a better place, and I can feel so much more beauty and passion in what we call life. The connections that take place between myself and other people when on MDMA are amazing and have an almost healing quality. I can feel a happiness amongst the stars and the sky, but when I'm in the real world, as others have said, things do seem a lot grayer. But, I have found that when I am feeling a little dull with the real world as it is, I just look back and reminisce about the good experiences I've had with MDMA and how great everything really can be, and a smile instantly appears on my face.
 
^ I also feel what roll on said

But also MDMA has not made any huge changes in my life so far, but I think after using it and being on BL now I understand why people take it, I also think it's an experience people should all try now haha.
I think I am a more caring person especially towards people rolling at concerts/raves before when I went to them I didn't know much about it and didn't do any drugs or any thing at them, so I was a little freaked out mainly due to this guy rubbing my brothers hair lol..
 
Was out with some mates a few weeks ago, and a tall friend of mine spent an entire hour stroking my hair whilst raving it up...hysterical...
 
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