benladdie3000
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- Oct 25, 2023
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Hey guys I'm still here, still struggling.
Thank you. I'm about 2 weeks away from having enough diazepam to try again. I also have a box of olanzapine and mirtazipine tooI'm glad you're still with us my friend
are we just going to repeat everything from earlier in the thread?Thank you. I'm about 2 weeks away from having enough diazepam to try again. I also have a box of olanzapine and mirtazipine too
Are you trying to kill yourself? Please think of the lives you'll ruin.Thank you. I'm about 2 weeks away from having enough diazepam to try again. I also have a box of olanzapine and mirtazipine too
Yes I'm sure it was 80x5mg tablets as soon as I got in from a night on the town400 mg?!
Are you sure it wasn't 40?
People already told you yes.I don't know why I want to do this. Some days I don't want to be here here full stop anymore and other days I just want to escape reality. Online it says the lethal dose for diazepam is into the several thousand mgs. If I mixed this amount (500mg) with say a bottle of vodka would there be a chance of fatality.
Why it's like useless to do thatI ended up taking 400mg diazepam after a night out of drinking but it didn't do much other than make me sleep I'm thinking next time to take it at home and drink at home
Well obviously you don't really want to kill yourself because you wouldn't be sharing it with us. Trying to get us to convince you not to kill yourself.Thank you. I'm about 2 weeks away from having enough diazepam to try again. I also have a box of olanzapine and mirtazipine too
Going by the name. I think you're a guy.Thank you. I'm about 2 weeks away from having enough diazepam to try again. I also have a box of olanzapine and mirtazipine too
I 100% want to die. And the reason it hasn't worked before is because I didn't take enough diazepam and alcohol. I plan on a litre of vodka with 500 mg diazepam and some codeine
We all have our struggles, there's a suicide support thread here on BL that helps me sometimes : Suicide Support ThreadI 100% want to die. And the reason it hasn't worked before is because I didn't take enough diazepam and alcohol. I plan on a litre of vodka with 500 mg diazepam and some codeine
your tollerance is above ceiling if your only passing out after 400mgs - ive been above ceiling before and would be able to take well over 1000mgs and not even pass out, meaning its going to be very difficult to actually kill yourself taking diaz at the amounts your talking about and i think you know it - just be real to yourself - not trying to be nasty - you can dm me if you want to talkYes I'm sure it was 80x5mg tablets as soon as I got in from a night on the town
but thats simply not true if you have a tollerance and benzo tollerance doesnt go down for a loooooong time. if this guys taking 400mgs and not dying he has a huge tollerance,,, pretty obvious?A few valium as in 40mg under with a few beer generally does not cause a blackout. If you took 500mfg's of valium with alot of alcohol you would likely be very fucked up for day or even dead.
Better to just have a beer beers with them