• MDMA &
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How can you tell if your addicted?

1. When your physical appearance changes. You look tired and scrawny. Your muscles shrink, you get bags under your eyes, your skin looks dull, shiny, or broken out.

2. Your mood takes a dive frequently. You are struggling to find enjoyment in daily life. Rolling is the only consistent mood stabilizer. Others do not enjoy being around you because you are negative, depressed, or inconsistent.

3. When you have an irregular heartbeat.

4. Your grades, finances, relationships, and health declines.

...like previously mentioned, when you feel angry or depressed because you can't get your hands on it.
 
I had a friend that was seriously abusing E at 13 or 14 yrs old. And I do mean an actual friend, not talking about myself to make things sound better, as I was into my 20s before I tried it. He said at one point he was doing 11-13 pills a night. It's affected him pretty badly, he had permanent genital desensitization and ended up with some run ins with the law, which has caused problems with employment. I think I'm going to ask him what the early signs were for him, as I only know the end.

I would think doing it every weekend, or more than one day in a row is abuse, therefore earliest signs that you are having a psychological dependence.
 
Do you find yourself thinking "I'll only do it one more time," and then end up doing it more than 1 more time?

And then after that you keep telling yourself "I'll only do it one more time."


I was telling myself that exact same thing earlier tonight >.<

guess I am also in need of a long break..
 
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