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How are you when your not high?

inflamed.&.nauseated
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i can not even try and say im not mentally dependent on the stuff though, so, i usually am fairly aggravated the first few days, then i get into it a while(before chronic pain) and after a day, or months i would eventually ask myself why i wasnt smoking.

i couldnt ever find a good enough reason with marijuana not to, and thats a good thing...
 
I smoke every day multiple times a day but I don't usually fiend for it or anything, like I haven't smoked at all today and I really don't care lol. I have marijuana to smoke, I could be smoking it right now if I wanted to, and it's not that I don't want to, I just am not doing it right now. I dunno, I don't really think about smoking unless I'm with someone else who smokes or if my back hurts alot (I have scoliosis) I will smoke too because weed really helps alot with that.

I used to get anxious and depressed without weed, but I was anxious and depressed before I started smoking, it just got worse when I stopped. Now it doesn't seem to effect me whether I smoke or not in regards to anxiety or depressed. I mean obviously it will relieve anxiety if present but I do 100% fine without it as well.
 
w01fg4ng said:
90% of the time when I am NOT high, I want to be and I usually go get high because of it.
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so only 10% of the time when you are not high you are actually not high, the other 90% of the time when you are not high you are actually high..? not criticizing just making sure i got it straight.

i know what you mean tho. idk its because i'm stoned all the time or if its because i'm stoned all the time, but i cant remember the last time i wasn't stoned all the time. i feel like its time for a break, but i only feel like that when i'm stoned.
 
Smoking green is good, dont get me wrong, but its also important to be able to function from a sober state of mind.
 
Mafioso said:
so only 10% of the time when you are not high you are actually not high, the other 90% of the time when you are not high you are actually high..? not criticizing just making sure i got it straight.
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No, that's wrong. 9 out of 10 times, at any waking moment in my life, you can count on me being stoned. So there is only 10% of my waking life spent sober, doing what the OP is asking about. It's pretty simple really. I think there is a constant desire to use for me whether it be medicinally or recreationally. I don't always act on that desire, and thus the 10% sobriety.
 
I made a commitment to stop smoking till 420 to lower my tollerance and ive been smoking everyday for some years now and I have never realized how boring the sober life is i just have fun and do my normal activitys while im high but now that im sober everything is so boring and the only thing i can think about is smoking
 
There's often a feeling of being more driven to socialize and taking more pleasure from it, because I'm not very sociable while high. But I also feel really understimulated sometimes.
 
im clear headed.. boring. and a little depressed

when im high

im paranoid, anxious, self loathing,

why i get high is a mystery to me

prolly do it out of habit and the fact that 1 percent of the time i have a really good time
 
umm when im high i get quite and intro verted like im stoned as fuck....
definitely a more social person sober
 
I feel manic. I feel energetic and talkative. Usually when i'm not smoking it's because I am doing something else so I don't ever stop to think about it. I feels really good to take a break every so often.

Find new activities. Think of it as an opportunity to try something new (not drugs).

If I run out and don't have anymore to smoke when I want to, thats different and it does suck. My friends usually make sure weed is always around for all of us to enjoy and give away when it is in need.
 
I find now a days that weed is amazing around once a week and maybe I'll trip on mush or lsa cause I loved lsa but I'm done with all the other drugs that cause self-destruction when you use them or at least more negative thoughts and feelings in the days after the use to outweigh the high.

I also have thoughts that tell me you can get a higher high from having good social experiences and someone to love that loves you just as much. When you have those things you won't need drugs because you'll get a supreme high from all the activities and experiences you can share with those you love from attraction and from social bonds. It's a way more patient path to walk then to abuse drugs but in the long term you'll find that person that loves themselves as much as you do you and each other and anything you do or think about them will cause the same highs as many drugs but only better if you have enough unconditional love. Love is intoxicating and it feels so good. Yet it only finds those who are patient and once they spread enough love it will come back to them as a person you'll meet maybe not in this life even maybe the next but another person will always be stronger then drugs if you are willing.
 
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