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How are you when your not high?

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Like right now I cant stop thinking about the green... its only been like 5-6 hours 8(
I was just pacing back and forth earlier just thinking of how gay it is that im not high and how bad i want to be high. but then i get thinking and im like well duh.. im a stoner.. its expected :|
 
Well yah sober is fun, but its like how long can you be sober until you get that "I need to get high feeling"?
 
I Used to be like you, then instead of sitting around in the house bored as fuck when i can't get a smoke I went out and visisted friends or some other kind of social activity.


Then I discovered it beats staying home and smoking pot by myself all the time and stopped smoking so much.
 
Yo i think you guys have some great points. I totally get what your saying. Man sometimes you just got to wake up and smell the roses lol
 
90% of the time when I am NOT high, I want to be and I usually go get high because of it.
 
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depends on what i'm doing. I try to stay high most days. Usually i'll be pretty down, sometimes depressed, sometimes anxious, until I smoke that first bowl of the day. Yesterday i didn't smoke until late night though and I didn't feel like weird/bad. I skated all day with friends so that's probably why. If i'm doing something else fun there's no need to get high (although sometimes it doesn't hurt to do both).
 
Newbierock said:
I Used to be like you, then instead of sitting around in the house bored as fuck when i can't get a smoke I went out and visisted friends or some other kind of social activity.


Then I discovered it beats staying home and smoking pot by myself all the time and stopped smoking so much.
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me too. learned to pick my moments a lot better, since there are a lot of things i like doing more when i'm not stoned (socializing, homework, time w/ family).
 
"How are you when your not high?"

Not high.

I don't fiend for drugs really ever, expect pain killers but i have a legit script and need for em.
 
i am more daring when not high

when high i double check myself moreso; more cautious and careful, which is a good thing and a bad thing
 
alot of the time while im not high, i find myself thinking about how badly i wana get high. it has nothing about me being weak or anything or me feeling like i need to be high at all times, but ive developed a strong mental addiction to marijuana over the years. thats probably because of the way i smoke(lightbulb vape/glass bowl combo), which is 10x more addicting than the way ppl traditionally smoke(joints/blunts). i mean dont get me wrong, im completely fine while sober, but theres something about being under the influence of thc that keeps me in-check and feeling ok, numbing me from the misery i feel from the problems i currently have in my life, making it easier to deal with. these problems ultimately are the reason that i am such a fiene, but it definitely isnt a solution nor will it makes things better. if im guna fix my life i really need to stop smoking weed, all it does is bring you down, and it has a tendency of making ppl less responsible.
 
I feel like I can see all the bullshit in the world when I'm high and tend to get less social but I'm totally okay with it. When I'm not high I desire to be more social and stop looking at all the negative aspects of society which can be enjoyable at times, but then I'll catch myself being a total fake ass one day trying to fit in and realize it's time to get high again to aid in putting shit back in perspective.

But at this point I'm only smoking once or twice a week or so and I think it's a good balance of being able to put up with all the bullshit in the world but yet still see it and keep certain things in mind.
 
chupanibre said:
I feel like I can see all the bullshit in the world when I'm high and tend to get less social but I'm totally okay with it. When I'm not high I desire to be more social and stop looking at all the negative aspects of society which can be enjoyable at times, but then I'll catch myself being a total fake ass one day trying to fit in and realize it's time to get high again to aid in putting shit back in perspective.

But at this point I'm only smoking once or twice a week or so and I think it's a good balance of being able to put up with all the bullshit in the world but yet still see it and keep certain things in mind.
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Wow, this is almost exactly how i am.
 
I get depressed and anxious and I feel alone and I hate the human world when I'm sober. The only time I'm happy while sober is if I have particularly engaging things to do or I'm in nature, then I can be sober. When I'm sober in the city it just throws me into despair though, and I want to smoke weed so I can feel content.

When I'm high I'm pretty happy, social, friendly and open. When sober I'm depressed, solitary and angry and I feel like I can't handle the world. Basically the opposite ends of the spectrum.

I don't feel like this 100% of the time I'm sober, but I feel that way most of the time that I'm sober. It takes 1-3 days for me to start feeling this way too, if I've smoked at all in a day it seems to get rid of my problems, but more then a day without and I usually feel bad again.
 
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