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How are you in word? V. Darksiders feelings

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Oh yeah, woops sorry for the drugs mentioned I don;t make a lot of posts in any sections other than TDS or EADDs so my posts tend to not receive the neceassary filter, I just type what comes ferom my mind (must try hardder). Thought it would be ok given it was a post regretting drug used and it's in the context of a detox though,

<3anyway.
 
Dull


Don't feel like doing anything despite having rested and eaten properly. Doing shit at some things that I should be doing well at.
 
Frustrated, but a revelation happened, now I know that I need to really work on paying my debt so I can leave my current workplace. Too stupid of me to think that things are going to get better and change but nothing is changing and it's getting worse specially for me. If only I didn't need this job to pay off my debt I would have left a long time ago. But hey, sometimes you need to take a step back and think about what's best for you.
 
Regretful

Shouldn't have taken that dhc yesterday. Today is a nice new day though (even if I have woken up at half four again).
 
Nervous
Getting ready to go to my first counseling session set up by Domestic Violence Australia.
Hoping they can help me get my kitty and my stuff back and help me work through the stress and emotional part of all this too... but counseling is stressful in itself for me :S
 
Gunky

What the fuck kind of time to wake up is this (4.30), and my face is full of gunk. I have however been sleeping like a baby throughout this detox so I can't complain really.
 
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