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How are you in word? V. Darksiders feelings

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Sleepy :)

((((Owen, Maya, Lady bun-bun, aq)))) xxxx

Lady Bun-Bun sorry to hear what you're going through n that you're not able to get your stuff back. That sucks. Hope you're settling into BL OK. Are you liking it here?

Evey
 
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Sleepy :)

((((Owen, Maya, Lady bun-bun, aq)))) xxxx

Lady Bun-Bun sorry to hear what you're going through n that you're not able to get your stuff back. That sucks. Hope you're settling into BL OK. Are you liking it here?

Evey
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Thank you. Yeah, BL is definitely helping me with certain things that i am going through. There are some really lovely people here.


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That is totally where I am at this morning too, even after the worst night of sleep I have had in a very long time. AT least I had you to cuddle ^.^
 
I went out on a wobbly mission to get my diazepam script and get some promethazine. Regular pharmacy wouldn't sell it to me as they are dispensing my diazepam atm (although they're just going to get a script for it in the post soon along with more zolpidem that they'll have to dispense), walked to the second pharmacy and it was just the pharmacist there and he took one look at me and said no then I obviously managed to pull myself together enough for the third pharmacy where they sold me some.

10 days out from bupe, things should be looking up soon.
 
Defeated. Sobriety attempts seem to be fleeting and failing quicker and quicker. I may be a drug addict forever but I'm pretty good at being an addict. The whole thing is sad, or it would be but my life is going pretty well actually. Just hope I can keep all the wheels moving. Guess I'd have to worry about that even sober but using drugs its a whole nother ball game.
 
tiredbuthappy. Things are turning out to be much better. I have meditated last night and it made me calmer and think clearly. I will meditate again tonight for sure to reflect on my emotions. The outburst of anger that I have felt for the last days was not healthy at all. I have realized that the only way to make myself better is to take another step back and reflect on the things that are happening around me.
 
optimistic

felt like taking myself out the game all day just horrible, but my other mom called and my lil bro (figuratively, three years younger than me known him sense i was 10) is getting out of jail today so im really excited for the afternoon now.
 
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