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Drawsy as fuck. Overdid it with heroin in weekend. It's a surprise I wasn't fired today.
 
Just jumped off 80 mg oxy/day - I quit counting days but about 3 weeks. I'm trying to avoid situations like this one, but it's part of life.

That is a great effort. Inspiring! I wish I could do that. I'm 'only' using codeine atm, at least every second day, usually more... I had been using it daily for a month and stopped and really had no withdrawal besides minor aches and whatnot. I think I'm so used to stronger opiate withdrawal ie. Heroin but its been 5 years since that. Still I keep chipping away with codeine, it annoys me but is a very mild alternative so I guess ill continue...

Today I'm aching from more fucking hard work. Feels good though, tired and hashed out. :)
 
Alright

I'm on Lexapro now and it's helping. I was honest with my doctor about everything, and she was really kind and understanding.
 
Drawsy as fuck. Overdid it with heroin in weekend. It's a surprise I wasn't fired today.
What was I saying? I got fired just when I left. The first time I loose a job because of fucking drugs. I should be more carefull in the future...
Now, how I feel about this. I'd say "relieved".
I just hope I won't be unemploied for too long.
 
^Many reasons. My boss is an almost crazy ex alcoholic-now benzo user-who will fire people just when his benzos won't keep him calm. I also had stopped carring about staying in the company long ago,kinda wanted to be fired, and that made me a bad example of employ. I was often late, often pretended to be ill not to go there, and wasn't too kind to him. It was a matter of time. This day, my previous day heroin binge made me too drawsy to work and people could see that.My boss could as well and fired me.

It's ok though, that job was killing me from the inside everyday. Im only worried about how easy will it be to find an other job cause it's realy tough in Greece.
 
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Hope everyone is doing well! Simco - I'm sorry you're having a rough day today - that's tough. Try to stay strong - fortunately it does get better and those sleepless nights will get fewer and farther between.

Thanks so much! Really nice to be reminded that things do get better.
 
Feeling depressed again after a long time. Right when you think you beated depression, it comes back again :/
 
^ I know this feeling quite too well @bomber, I've been there, it was just the other day. As cliché as it may sound it shall pass. And maybe it'll comeback again. Try to find out what's nurturing these feelings if you can. Take care! <3

Great. Living the moment, enjoying my lunch break.
 
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That is a great effort. Inspiring! I wish I could do that... 'only' using codeine atm, .., ie. Heroin but its been 5 years since that. Still I keep chipping away with codeine, it annoys me but is a very mild alternative so I guess ill continue...

Today I'm aching from more fucking hard work. Feels good though, tired and hashed out. :)

5 years off H is huge! Harm reduction is what it's all about!
You've inspired me to do some chores. It's kind of a lazy day so far.
p.s. I resolved the sitch with the morning ruiner. Relieved.
 
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I'm feeling quite out of place - albeit I have 'ideas' on how to get to my 'centered self' but I also find the road to be blocked right now. I don't know any other way to say it other than it's like a layered onion - in reverse, and it's slowly put itself together over time, due to my own faults and the trials of life, and I find peeling it may be quite difficult and I'd rather jump the gun and get right at it.
 
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