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Erikmen said:
It seems we are bit blue these days. I'm doing fine right now but I was pretty depressed and working was making me crazy. I literally had to walk away for few days. Deep inside I know it wasn't all about work.

All I wanted to say is that I believe this is all temporary and good things eventually happens.
It may take longer than we wish though.
My wishes that you feel better.
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Thanks for those kind words, I really appreciate it :)

Tired/stressed, but I know better days will come
 
Anxious. Got my blood taken yesterday to be tested for HIV and I am scared shitless at work awaiting the results. I made the decision to share a needle one time three months ago, and that decision has been haunting me ever since. I got pancreatis the very next morning putting me in the hospital for a week. I knew after that night my life was going to change for the better, and it has. I just hope results come back negative so that I can move on without having to worry about infecting someone that I love because of my horrible decisions. I don't think I could live with that.
 
:-/ for whatever it's worth I've got my fingers crossed for ya. Thinking good thoughts for you and whatnot.
Seriously tho.. Wish I could do more. I'm sure there's nothing no one can do to make you feel better right now tho. When will you hear back?
<3
 
They told me either today or tomorrow. I haven't thought about it much because it is easier not to, but the reality of everything is weighing heavy now that I am actually about to find out for sure. Thanks JG <3 hopefully they call me soon or I am about to start calling them!
 
Cosmic Giraffe said:
Anxious. Got my blood taken yesterday to be tested for HIV and I am scared shitless at work awaiting the results. I made the decision to share a needle one time three months ago, and that decision has been haunting me ever since. I got pancreatis the very next morning putting me in the hospital for a week. I knew after that night my life was going to change for the better, and it has. I just hope results come back negative so that I can move on without having to worry about infecting someone that I love because of my horrible decisions. I don't think I could live with that.
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You should be tested for Hepatitis C which is totally treatable. Lets hope for a negative HIV result.
 
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