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Welcome How Are You in One Word vs wait! Just one?!

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^ You have posted this other times Tryptamine and I believe you need help. Stop hurting yourself.
I responded to your post in the other thread you wrote about it. But if you really did this to you please seek for medical assistance immediately. We'll talk after that okay?

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Stunned.

The last time I was on this forum was a year ago, I left a single post. Previous to that, I haven't been on here in about 3 years. I just looked through my post history and wow... I am still in the exact same fucking place. It's like the only constant in my life is struggle, with my mental health and substance abuse. Happiness comes in short bursts. I am heartbroken, yet again, over the same person that caused me so much heart ache 4 years ago. We ended up getting together for almost 3 years. I can't believe I'm back here. I even moved back into my parents basement last week.

Am I ever going to feel like it's not a constant struggle to keep up? I have literally done nothing worthwhile. I travelled to a few continents and then wasted a bunch of money for a year at a private college. I am still sitting here, drinking alone. I even took some fucking dexedrine today.
 
fakeplastictrees4 you need to take control of your life and force yourself to cultivate healthy habits. You sound like you have depression and I wasted years frozen with fear in an awful depression. What's helped me is getting off the drugs (obviously), working out, eating better, listening to music. I know it's not easy but we have to be the ones who snap ourselves out of our misery. We're here to help!
 
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