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Welcome How Are You in One Word vs wait! Just one?!

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Erikmen said:
What's happening pillman?

Rested, frustrated.
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i was on vacation in OBX when i wrote that. basically my buddy was there with his future wife as we call her and my other buddy has a 3 chicks back home. its the not having a gf thing and i see how happy they are and want that for myself. its all good, well thats how i feel in this moment which is all that matters.

great news i came clean to my dad about my marijuana usage and he understands just gotta get this drinking at night under control (been watching him do it every night for almost 20 years so since i can remember) alcohol in any amount past 10pm was made normal to me at a young at and i want to stop the cycle before i have kids its not right. my fault should have known better but right now it is what it is.

i wish i could say it doesnt effect me but i am somewhat fuzzy headed the morning after due to the good ole' benzo brain fog. fuck those things

relieved and thanks @ Erikmen
 
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Alcohol only makes things worse, and it's hard to control.
Good that you talked to your dad. I hope you get better, things tend to work out when we stop drinking.
Perhaps you could give it a break and see how it goes.
Take care!

Anxious.
 
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