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Why no sleep? Ugh no sleep is so horrible :(.

I've honestly got no idea, these past few weeks it was mostly that I just didn't want to go to sleep because I kept having these really traumatic nightmares and stuff, but it's not even that anymore, I just literally can't sleep. It's weird.
 
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I'm in pain. I think I severely fucked up my knee even more than it already was a couple weeks ago when I slipped on some ice. :\
 
Hope you feel better soon Spork. Also, Pagey you must be so drained. Perhaps ask your doc for a sleep aid?
I was pretty messed up on day 7 with 4 hours sleep half way through.

I feel completely exhausted. Last night was a great night at first, (I actually made an effort to go out after 2 weeks of being an antisocial motherfucker). Walking back from the pub, a group of people attacked me and my friends. I just tried to break it up.. got punched in the face (not sure how many times) and remember being on the floor (explains the painful bumps on my head). I guess being a female they were less harsh. My friends on the other hand- one still in hospital with severe head injuries (brain bleeding), another got his face stitched up, another broke his nose. The police have dealt with it well.. people in custody.. just fuck.. the one time I go out and this happens? :/ Ugh..
I just wish this never happened. :(
 
^^ that's fucked up :/
I'm horny as all hell today. maybe getting laid tonight ;)
 
Annoyed.

Almost 2 feet of snow & no one will help me shovel the driveway.
 
Hope you feel better soon Spork. Also, Pagey you must be so drained. Perhaps ask your doc for a sleep aid?
I was pretty messed up on day 7 with 4 hours sleep half way through.

I feel completely exhausted. Last night was a great night at first, (I actually made an effort to go out after 2 weeks of being an antisocial motherfucker). Walking back from the pub, a group of people attacked me and my friends. I just tried to break it up.. got punched in the face (not sure how many times) and remember being on the floor (explains the painful bumps on my head). I guess being a female they were less harsh. My friends on the other hand- one still in hospital with severe head injuries (brain bleeding), another got his face stitched up, another broke his nose. The police have dealt with it well.. people in custody.. just fuck.. the one time I go out and this happens? :/ Ugh..
I just wish this never happened. :(

I've got Ambien but it just hasn't been helping at all...I didn't sleep again last night, I honestly feel like I'm going insane and I really dunno what to do about it. Sleep deprivation's the worst :(
And shit that's intense, I really hope your friends will be okay...at least those pricks are in custody!
 
I've got Ambien but it just hasn't been helping at all...I didn't sleep again last night, I honestly feel like I'm going insane and I really dunno what to do about it. Sleep deprivation's the worst :(
And shit that's intense, I really hope your friends will be okay...at least those pricks are in custody!

Why do you have problems sleeping? I have suffered insomnia for a long time and been prescribed many meds, maybe I could be of some use...
 
Why do you have problems sleeping? I have suffered insomnia for a long time and been prescribed many meds, maybe I could be of some use...

Well these past few months, and last few weeks especially I would force myself to stay awake until it was physically impossible because I was afraid of having nightmares - every single night I would dream either of my mom telling me she didn't love me and just wake up crying, or I'd replay getting raped in my head and would just wake up even more traumatized than before. So I'd only be sleeping something like 3 hours a night. I ended up going to the ER a week ago because I was quite literally losing my mind and they prescribed me Ambien, which did help for a couple days but now I feel like I'm back to square one, I take a couple before going to bed but still just can't fall asleep - this time without even trying not to. I just can't sleep. :(
 
Sore.

Been back into the gym routine, and had a massage yesterday; both of which are awesome. There was a bit of focus on my traps from the latter, which are crazy sore this morning for some reason. As in: they woke me up. No fun.
 
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