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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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Huuuuummmmm.... I'll go w/ crestfallen.

I failed a drug screen for a job which would solve all my financial problems and give me a sense of purpose and fulfillment. My parents are heartbreakingly disappointed w/ me, as I am w/ myself. It's about time I grew the hell up already and stopped acting w/o any foresight.

Opportunities in life are slipping through my hands like granules of sand.
 
accomplished and happy
finished wrapping a Christmas present for an incredible lady who lives half way around the world :) now to mail it out tomorrow :D might get there a little late but its better late than never. amiright?
 
motherofearth said:
Huuuuummmmm.... I'll go w/ crestfallen.

I failed a drug screen for a job which would solve all my financial problems and give me a sense of purpose and fulfillment. My parents are heartbreakingly disappointed w/ me, as I am w/ myself. It's about time I grew the hell up already and stopped acting w/o any foresight.

Opportunities in life are slipping through my hands like granules of sand.
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Man, that's bad news. Did you know that you were gunna fail it, or were you unsure if you had waited long enough? I'm taking one in a few hours and I really cut it close this time around, but I'm pretty sure I'll be fine.

Look at it this way...Do you have enough clean time to be confident that you would not just take those paychecks and turn them into a serious habit? I know you might not want to think about it like that, but you could actually have done yourself a favour there... (if it were me, I'd have no chance).
 
Annoyed!

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You're right to be grumpy grumpy cat. I spent all night freezing my knackers off in a makeshift den in the cellar made from cardboard boxes and an old quilt, surviving only on tins of cold baked beans and cheese strings expecting to emerge this morning to a post-apocalyptic wasteland only to find the world was still here and I was late for bloody work. Stoopid Mayans. :!

In other news, just one hour left till the offical start of my 12 days holiday off work. Woop woop! =D
 
Oh Grumpy Cat. I love her sooo much. <3

The world (city buses) have been cancelled here again so I have another day off. So right now I'm pleased but hoping I can gather up some motivation to do some stuff around the house today.
 
spork said:
Extremely upset and sick of all these intense mood swings. I know I need to talk to my therapist but I fucking can't until I get insurance again which won't be til at least January 15, probably later. Til then, I just have to fucking deal with crazy, unstable me. Yay life. :(
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The insurance thing makes me CRAZY! It is beyond ridiculous, it is inhumane! Sorry, Spork. You know we can talk anytime on FB or here.<3
 
i'm good.

ended up not having to go to work today, thanks to the transmission on my car blowing out (again) :)

all in all though, not a bad day

i'm finna pound out the rest of my third step, then make my way down to a meeting to celebrate somebody's one year anniversary %)
 
RedLeader said:
Man, that's bad news. Did you know that you were gunna fail it, or were you unsure if you had waited long enough? I'm taking one in a few hours and I really cut it close this time around, but I'm pretty sure I'll be fine.

Look at it this way...Do you have enough clean time to be confident that you would not just take those paychecks and turn them into a serious habit? I know you might not want to think about it like that, but you could actually have done yourself a favour there... (if it were me, I'd have no chance).
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Thanks Red and Cohesion.

I just didn't give it enough time. I thought 3 days and a few odd hours would cover it. To answer your question, I think overall the job would have been a really positive thing for me. But you are correct: if I've access to finances there is always the creeping prospect of a habit returning.
 
Thanks herby. <3

This time of year has always been tough for me for multiple reasons. I am feeling a bit [B}better[/B] at the moment though. I did some busy work around the house and that usually tends to help out my mood some.
 
^he wrote it himself in the margins, if I am remembering right. (I saw that movie 4 times, you'd think I'd have it memorized.)

@cohesion, those presents for your daughter are awesome. She is going to feel like a princess!:)<3
 
Sad.

There's a stay kitty near my house who sits at the door every day and begs to come in. He even peeks in my windows. My cats are all indoor cats and they hate this kitty. They make awful howling noises at him and all he does is paw at the window and sadly look at me. If my cats got along with him I'd take him in in a heartbeat and bring him to the vet, clean him up, etc. it makes me so sad because it gets to well below 20F outside and all I can think of is him shivering out there in the cold rain and snow... I'm afraid if I call the animal shelter they'll pick him up and euthanize him if a family doesn't adopt him soon enough. He looks mangy, sad, and just needs love....I don't know why it's bothering me so much but it is.
 
^Aww that is sad. Poor little guy. :( Maybe you can put an ad on Craigslist under pets and someone might take him in.
 
spork said:
^Aww that is sad. Poor little guy. :( Maybe you can put an ad on Craigslist under pets and someone might take him in.
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That's a good idea, I haven't thought of that :) I may even try to catch him and put him in a cat carrier and bring him to the vet to get cleaned, vaccinations, neutered if necessary and then try to find a "no kill" animal shelter so he at least gets to be shielded from the cold and gets fed well. I know those types of shelters exist and by doing a google search the closest one is 75 miles. It is totally worth it though to give the poor thing a better life. I can hear him crying right now outside. I think I'm way too sensitive sometimes, but I adore animals :(
 
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