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How Are You In One Word ver. Smile Because It Happened

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today i sent an email about a job, left voice mails for like four therapists, and talked to my dad on facebook. also i woke up at 4 am (after a long sleep), so i may have a chance to get my circadian rhythm back on track
 
Better the last few days really knocked me sideways, I've never fallen that quickly into that much darkness before and to be honest it's scared me more than I'd like to say.

I've been neglecting myself and doing things I know aren't good for me mainly as a means to try and cope with pressure from elsewhere, mainly work.

Why I choose to hurt myself self just when I need to do the opposite is still a mystery to me and I'm not sure who to turn to for the answers, but for today I feel much better and for that I am truly thankful to the world :)
 
atm23 said:
Better the last few days really knocked me sideways, I've never fallen that quickly into that much darkness before and to be honest it's scared me more than I'd like to say.

I've been neglecting myself and doing things I know aren't good for me mainly as a means to try and cope with pressure from elsewhere, mainly work.

Why I choose to hurt myself self just when I need to do the opposite is still a mystery to me and I'm not sure who to turn to for the answers, but for today I feel much better and for that I am truly thankful to the world :)
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stardust.hero said:
<3 ATM be careful <3 I had a strong backhand of a confidence knocker as of late too. :( <3 I'm feeling somewhat stable today.
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Hope you're feeling better to Startdust, I'm really going to try and take better care of myself, I've not been giving myself much physical or mental respect, I sat and thoight what I'd sat to a friends who was behaving the way I've been .....ans gave myself a good talking to;)
 
Glad you're feeling better, ATM. <3

I guess the sleep thing was just a one time fluke. I'm tired this morning...couldn't sleep last night. :\
 
Sleepy and wanting someone to cuddle with me. :(
 
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I'm looking at online baby registries for my best friend's baby shower next weekend. This is fucking weird.
 
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