I have a good friend (a Bluelighter) sitting for me, either at my house or his. It's going to be this Saturday, and I don't have to work again until Wednesday (I work at home through the Internet since I am a programmer). I would have liked to have taken a whole week or more off but I could only get 2 days (though I also have weekends off)... my job is important as I live paycheck to paycheck because of my addition and don't want to lose my house. For that matter, I wish I had the resources to go to a clinic that specializes in Ibogaine treatment but it's not in the cards at this time.
I have a couple of friends who did ibogaine too, one relapsed after a year of doing really well (a bunch of crazy shit happened and it became too much for him), and the other is still doing well. Both of my friends can't recommend it highly enough. I've been an opiate addict for 10 years with multiple full quits, and I always end up relapsing. So I feel that it is time to try something different. The main reason for my pain in my life is gone (being in an emotionally abusive relationship where I could not be who I really am), and I feel much stronger already, so I feel that there is a good chance of this being a very positive source of change for me.