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How are you in one word ver. Feelings left between the pages

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Standing by the window shirtless in the dark, smoking cigs I don't remember buying. Looking out into the night sky and thinking about how shit and how irrelevant our lives as humans are. Feels fatalist as fuck.
 
Exhausted
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I am hiring an intern to work on a project with me. The hiring process is exhausting, but the rewards will be excellent. I have never had my own intern, who specifically reports to me.
 
Zwanya said:
What's going on with your new job opportunities?
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I formally start that job tomorrow. Hopefully things will go well. It will be a few weeks there part-time learning the ropes, and then I'll be ramped up to full-time and with lots of responsibility in about 5 weeks. I'm set to work everyday from late-April to early-October between my jobs, so it's going to be whirlwind of a summer, to say the least...

As I wrote in the other thread, my stressor right now is trying to find an apartment, as my current living situation is expiring soon. Nobody wants to rent to me with my credit/record and I cannot get a co-signer for a lease, so I'm still looking for a place that is both near a bus-line and will let me rent perhaps with an increased deposit or something, and won't run a criminal check. Once I can get this taken care of, it should be smooth-sailing. But still clueless as to how it will happen and am getting neurotic as the clock ticks.
 
Nervous.... job interview this afternoon, dont like change but its better money.
 
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