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^^ Seriously. I feel the same way. I hooked up with a girl yesterday for the first time in a few months and I hardly feel happy today.. Like what the fuck I should be jumping for joy. Sobriety's a bitch... I hate this anhedonia - Like seriously...I didn't even enjoy having sex with someone I actually like - if i can't have fun doing that, how am i supposed to have fun doing anything? :(

I guess I'm expecting too much. Been fucked up almost every day for 5 years, and only been sober for 55 days. I guess it'll take longer to start having fun again. :/
 
^You are OK, Tryp, breathe deep and get outside. The mind can serve up some pretty bad meals sometimes, eh? Best thing to do is center yourself in tor body. Put your hand over your heart and close your eyes and just feel your breath for a few minutes. You can PM me. <3

overloaded but trying to follow my advice to Tryp and just calm down.;)
 
Broke. Bored. Bummed. Today is my last day of "intensive outpatient" at my rehab - So my evenings are about to be free and I'll feel even less productive. Need to find something to do... Like a job.
 
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