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How are you in one word?? v. Who? What? Where? How? When?

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Asclepius said:
lol Saw this in the other thread too....she is pretty cool... hee hee- she has some voice on her for such a tiny, cute, little thing! =D
(also the guy in white shirt who breaks into a spontaneous 'hand dance'...ha ha)


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ATM: Pining and also hopeful
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that was no random happening...the morning star discriminates not upon choosing whom is to be inhabited. she brings the living, life, in so many words.
Vespergleem
 
Sickish. I thought I could live entirely off of fast food for a month like that documentary; I was curious if it was exaggerated or not. I feel pretty horrible though after two weeks of this and my body is craving a normal meal which I shall now prepare!
 
"Proud"

I will be a year totally substance free in three days (I am on Sub, DR prescribed, successfully slowly tapering). I made a promise to myself that I would stay off of everything for at least a year. I am going to start extending this "break" by months now. (1 or 2 months at a time). Sub+Therapy+lots of practice (tapering, taking short breaks, having success and failures) have made the difference for me. Never again will I use a hard drug or anything else besides a beer or two or some weed. However, Right Now it is simply in my best interests to not use anything not prescribed. Its that simple. Common Sense.

I am much stronger than I ever knew I was. It isn't really all that hard for me to not use at this point in my life. Took me an entire DECADE to realize this.
 
awesome phactor, its crazy how so often it takes us asking or telling our-self something so simple, and said over and over again from other people, until we have that epiphany and it makes sense finally! it does take a lot of strength, but that basic realization that we each have individually too is needed.

IDK, dont let that simple thought become so simple.
 
damn Mariposa know how ya feel, if you still dont have anywhere im looking too (in socal) and im relatively normal for me *)

im still adrift and worried my plan to leave this relationship cleanly is taking longer than i anticipated.
 
Ixchellian said:
Kindled

destructive, consuming fire; a furnace
or
modifying, revealing fire; a forge
but
shared flame, healing; a hearth
all set burning in the heart
all from one singular spark
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sounds cleansing, Ix. <3 to you.

Effie--good luck. ((<3)) Let it come and let it be---my mantra for these days...
Dave-- maybe those old emotions have something new to tell you?

Me: Procrastinating Ha! from everything--cleaning my house, planning my classes, answering emails, making dinner, paying the bills, reading, working in my garden, and a host of other things I told myself I would get done this day off. Instead, I am hanging out with my son on his day off and making little forays onto BL. It's fine. It is a better way to spend this day. I showed him the latest post on his brother's shrine and it made him feel good.
OK, sorry, breaking the one word rule but I just have to say it because I am feeling it right now: Grateful to have had two of the most incredible sons any mother could ever dream of.<3<3
 
herb-- Oh, I'm sure they are. They're also coupled with the beginnings of a cold and a likely low-level B12 insufficiency. Which bring me to the following...

ATM: sotired. And I have somuch that I need to do tonight. Ugh.
 
Starbucked because my internet connection has been removed and I need wifi...forgot to pay my bill :( Better get it back up by tonight!
 
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