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^Am feeling good being in the moment, right now. I am doing fine in my hermeticism for now- not going to worry about anything till later. Thanks so much for your support Eff much <3 to ya. ;)

OverDone said:
^hehe... yeah, I haven't been balanced to post proper replies this last week (kinda been feeling guilty about it). I'm all groovy now, though so you'll be seeing more of this bald, pain in the ass :D
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Boo to guilt- just awareness! ;) Completely get where your coming from OD hun. 'pain in the ass' you are certainly not!!! If anything you're one of TDS's pleasurable enema's...erm...not the most apt metaphor there; was trying to be creative with the 'ass' reference- oh well, you are awesome sir heh hee ;)



n3ophy7e said:
^^ You may be the first one...but definitely not the second one <3
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Thanks sweet N30. Meant alot. <3

Mariposa said:
... it was quite nice to be held and made to feel beautiful again through compliments of the true nature he gave me. :)

So, in summary: better.
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This made me =D
 
Disturbed

Yoga dredged up some odd emotions today. Still trying to figure them out, with poor results so far. :-|
 
relaxed

I got a lot of shit to do, but right now talking to my therapist helped me calm the fuck down. Nice to not feel like complete shit for once.
 
Kindled

destructive, consuming fire; a furnace
or
modifying, revealing fire; a forge
but
shared flame, healing; a hearth
all set burning in the heart
all from one singular spark
 
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Nervous..

Off to my first counselling session. Expecting it to be pretty painful - I know it's something I must go through and it will be good to have a safe and supportive space to talk through everything, but I'm scared as I don't really know what to expect and I'm worried about bringing too much pain to the surface..
 
@ Effie- Best of luck hun...I really hope it helps you and if you want to take it slow -dont be fraid to tell them that. You set your own pace to deal with this<3 <3


panic in paradise said:
as usual, better after this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oeOkVoK-txM
89 year old lady sings Bjork "it's oh so Quiet"
<3
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lol Saw this in the other thread too....she is pretty cool... hee hee- she has some voice on her for such a tiny, cute, little thing! =D
(also the guy in white shirt who breaks into a spontaneous 'hand dance'...ha ha)


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ATM: Pining and also hopeful
 
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I am irate.

I should have done my due diligence a little bit better before getting into my present living situation. I found out something that is fucking scary. They are emotionally volatile (and from me that's saying something) and just... off. I'd throw it down and take over the lease if the house was in better condition. Not worth it.

I also found out that my most recent ex is hitting on one of my friends and has again begun gambling. Boys are such a drag. New dude has been busy, but let's hope he's around for moving help.

I'm in on and off meetings all day today and I did serve 30 days' notice. If any of my shit is disturbed I will be raising the number of levels of hell to infinity. Luckily, the last meeting today is with a woman around my age with whom I had a great conversation and am newly FB friends with - hope she is cool - she reminds me of one of my favorite BLers. :)
 
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