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^k, atmosphere.


HeWhoHowls said:
If you believe it when i tell you, then it should be just as convincing everytime you look into the mirror...
Are you truely dissatisfied with the way you present yourself to others??

Or are you producing your own fear of not meeting other's standards??
this fear is a vicous cycle of trying your hardest(sometimes to the point of breakdown) to feel comfortable through social acceptance, all while your own subconscious parasite telling you that you will never reach such acceptance.

Either way, there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel that can only be reached through effort in every aspect....
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thanks everyone. but idk. I just lapsed back into anorexia so eh things in my brain are warping.
 
Well until we get crazy ass brain surgeries to help, the only one who can heal you from the inside is you...
We have all had lost our grip on ourselves, some of us still have a few loose screws. However it's been proven that the mind is the most profound tool of change.
 
bored.

with my life. i feel like i could be doing so much more..i want to do it, i plan to do it, but i don't have the motivation right now and i'm pissing myself off. :!
 
depressed

My friend was hit by a car (hit and run) and is in a coma. We're not sure what's going to happen with him but it's not looking good. He's 20 years old. :(
 
I'm so sorry to hear that hustla. Keep hoping for the best; medical science can do some pretty amazing things. Even brain and spinal injuries have decent prognoses these days-- as long as they're treated properly from the start.

@OD-- I hear that. Been awhile, ya know?

ATM: Odd. Not really sure what's going on right now, but my head, heart and spleen all seem to be of different humours at the moment. This is pretty novel for me; don't really know what to do with it.
 
frustrated

my mood has been ridiculously unstable for the past several days & i am ready to NOT have several thousand miles between myself and the person that i love. grrrr.
 
Dave said:
I'm so sorry to hear that hustla. Keep hoping for the best; medical science can do some pretty amazing things. Even brain and spinal injuries have decent prognoses these days-- as long as they're treated properly from the start.
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Thanks. We're trying to stay positive and we're just waiting to see what happens because right now that's all we can do.
 
Alone.

My girlfriend is at a halfway house in Florida, 1200 miles away from me. I have lost many friends and family because of my opiate addiction and actions, and I have nobody left to help me get the proper treatment I need. My psychological issues are what caused my addictions in the first place, and without getting them under control I feel that I am doomed for life. Now I feel especially alone without my girl next to me. We're still together but we both need to get ourselves better, otherwise our relationship is destined to fail.

It hurts.
 
hustlababy09 said:
depressed

My friend was hit by a car (hit and run) and is in a coma. We're not sure what's going to happen with him but it's not looking good. He's 20 years old. :(
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keep us posted!! did anyone witness it? license plate? car make?

me: desperate.

need a job, any job. bills & debts, parents supporting me and I feel bad about it. must pay them back.
 
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