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How Are You in One Word v. Somewhere Over the Rainbow

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good. a friend from denver randomly checked in, i've been thinking about him and others a lot lately. also because i'm spending time with my big sister this evening which is enjoyable again because we don't live together anymore, i went to a good meeting tonight, and got a couple hours of time and a half in at work.

oh, and today was payday

when it rains, it pours :)
 
Serotonin101 said:
who's ass am I kicking? :)
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Ha, if only. To be fair I probably *could* kick their butts if I wanted to, I was the Paris judo champion way back when =D

paranoid android said:
Pagey just fuck em right off. Who cares what a couple of uni cunts think? Really if you stop giving a fuck what they think then it does not matter what they say. Also the worst thing to do is act like it bothers you because that will only encourage them. So yeah fuck the lot of them.

Fuck all that bullshit and keep your head up <3

As for me I'm hungry and I'm going to fix that right now with a big ol steak =D
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Thanks PA, you always know how to make me feel better <3 I'm certainly not showing them it annoys me. It's just I sort of expected that by the time I got to uni people would have outgrown this sort of thing? :/

Anyway today I'm feeling okay. Learning to appreciate life again.
 
Pagey said:
Really really really annoyed. Apparently now everyone thinks I slept with that guy when I didn't, and apparently it doesn't change anything if I deny it. What a fucking idiot.
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Take it as a compliment. Must think you're hot enough to be worth bragging rights, even if completely unfounded. Not a total minger is he? Can see how that's a bit less palatable if the guy's a complete, shudder-inducing dork? ;)

maxalfie said:
Unemployed
enough said
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Recently? Like just made? That would suck just in time for Xmas. Will be joining the ranks myself if I'm not bloody careful.

roundnround said:
empty... im unhappy and i dont even wanna be happy anymore :(
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Care to expand? Opiate related? Have a ((( <3 ))) anyways if not.

I'm feeling renewed. Powerful, profoundly important experience last night that I can't expand on here re: glorification rule but lots of important revelations and insights on things needing to be addressed and properly resolved, good clues on direction needed right now to improve my general situation after feeling quite stuck for some time lately, not making any progress despite ongoing success with the booze thing. Realise I need to act and engage with certain things more, been overly negative allowing myself to be stressed by small stuff with that impacting on mood instead of making changes addressing the sources of that stress. Let's see if I can't put this feeling to some proper effective use, be most useful if I can.
 
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Sepher said:
Take it as a compliment. Must think you're hot enough to be worth bragging rights, even if completely unfounded. Not a total minger is he? Can see how that's a bit less palatable if the guy's a complete, shudder-inducing dork? ;)
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Haha true, I'll try to see it that way. But yeah that's the thing, he's not ugly but...not very attractive either. So I don't want people thinking we slept together. And now I feel mean for saying that :P
 
just about bursting with love for...well...everything! nothing is different. Nothing is changed. But my eyes are open to it tonight and I can feel it.
 
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