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How Are You in One Word v. Somewhere Over the Rainbow

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badfish45 said:
Just grabbed a toothpick. Thanks for the advce too, but I plan on avoiding all forms of nicotine, as its the real demon here.

How do I deal with this god awful nausea? How much should I eat and what kind of food?
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Ugh good luck with that. I'll second pastel and say gum and toothpicks. As for how much you should eat etc., snacking a lot will probably help you stay away from cigs but then again you might find yourself putting on weight really fast so depends what your take on that is. And I find junk food tend to helps more but then you get the same problem.

I'm quite meh.
 
Sepher said:
Like a squirrel murderer! :(





I yam truly evil. My dreams this evening will be haunted by vengeance seeking squirrel armies, armed with big, sharp teeth and hot with blood lust. 8o

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Picture the scene: In the quiet dark of a deserted warehouse, alone now office hours are over Sepher makes his way across the mezzanine to make his umpteenth coffee of the day, a little jolt needed for the small pile of work there have not yet been enough hours in the day to complete, sick of finding his to-do list hanging over from evening to morning. Between ringing footfalls on the steel floor a scrape, a rasp of wood against steel perhaps, or maybe, just maybe a tiny claw on concrete. Freezing motionless for a moment Sepher strains to hear the sounds of twilight. There it is again, faint but unmistakeable. Stealthy as a very stealthy thing Sepher creeps to the edge of the mezzanine and looks down, surveying the shadowed expanse of the warehouse below.

Movement, sharp as a knife. Creeping from the shadows towards the pile of muesli ringed with marker pen for just this purpose, out comes our squirrel, apparently unharmed, and seizes what may well be the fat, juicy raisin at the centre Sepher left strategically as the most enticing offering he could think of. All is well. Sepher smiles, relieved that he is not a squirrel murderer after all, but realises he is now faced with a further problem: how to get said squirrel from the shadows among the racks of steel and cardboard boxes to freedom. Sepher returns to his desk to ponder on this some more, making sure at least the fire exit is open should our woodland visitor wish to avail himself of the emergency exits . . . . .

=D
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That poor squirrel :( . Lol they are cute as fuck though and we get the brown ones around here. They look like hamsters with tails lol. I always give them peanuts and everything and some of them will take them right out of your hand. We had one guy that used to come around and everytime i sat out on the deck having a smoke he could run up to me and stand up on his hind legs with his paws up looking all pitiful and chirping at me until i would feed him. It's funny as fuck watching them because they are so smart and so retarded at the same time lol. We tried to squirrel proof our bird feeder with a slinky wrapped round the pole so the squirrel couldn't climb it. The first 2 tries he feel right on his ass which was really funny then he figured out how to use the slinky as a escalator =D . Lol i wish i could have gotten a video of that. Sneaky little fuckers.

As for me I'm doing better then i have been lately that's for sure. I just hope it lasts :\
 
PA, one of the guys was videoing at the time cos this thing had been doing major stunt work round the warehouse, death defying stuff. I made him delete it, couldn't bear there to be a record of it, especially the sickening noise . . . no i can't say. I was proper gutted for an hour or so thinking I'd killed the thing. Was so pleased to see it pop its head out again, i really was. :D

Glad you're doing better. I hope it lasts for you too! As for me, stressed to buggery with work feeling really under-appreciated by the boss who notices every minute late of a morning, seems not to notice the half hours and hours worked late or through lunch to get stuff done but suppose one fuck up undoes weeks of sterling work in a heartbeat and I have been surprising good at fucking up in the past. Just have to live with it and work through it to some reward at last. It's all gravy though cos even with that and the day to day tedium and feeling a little run down and insomniacal lately things are really just feeling fucking golden at the moment. I've never felt so good mentally, or so strong. It's a most unusual feeling I have to say, but damn I like it. Oh, how I like it. =D
 
badfish45 said:
Just grabbed a toothpick. Thanks for the advce too, but I plan on avoiding all forms of nicotine, as its the real demon here.

How do I deal with this god awful nausea? How much should I eat and what kind of food?
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Maybe try meditating and deliberately closing your eyes, you could hit two birds with one stone- nausea and cravings.

Try not to develop a hand-to-mouth relationship with food like you do with cigarettes, or anything else for that matter. For most after the actual cravings go away, the desire/impulse to put their hand to their mouth is very strong, be it with food, chapstick, etc.

So don't you dare touch that toothpick! Ha

My word is relieved. One, because I finally found a nice car within my price range, compromised with the people on price, and am approved by the bank. If it's inspection goes well tomorrow then we're going to transfer titles and plate it tomorrow as well, meaning at twenty years old, I'll finally have my first car :)... Two, because I finally aired out some dirty laundry with an old friend and we pretty much 'broke up' tonight, but she's a using friend as well. At this point in my recovery I have to be selective about who I spend time/energy with, and she's one that I have to let go :\

Kind sad in the 'end of an era' sense...
 
Feeling a bit better. Much thanks to those who have PMed me, your kind words have helped a lot. <3
 
Sepher said:
Like a squirrel murderer! :(





I yam truly evil. My dreams this evening will be haunted by vengeance seeking squirrel armies, armed with big, sharp teeth and hot with blood lust. 8o

EDIT:

Picture the scene: In the quiet dark of a deserted warehouse, alone now office hours are over Sepher makes his way across the mezzanine to make his umpteenth coffee of the day, a little jolt needed for the small pile of work there have not yet been enough hours in the day to complete, sick of finding his to-do list hanging over from evening to morning. Between ringing footfalls on the steel floor a scrape, a rasp of wood against steel perhaps, or maybe, just maybe a tiny claw on concrete. Freezing motionless for a moment Sepher strains to hear the sounds of twilight. There it is again, faint but unmistakeable. Stealthy as a very stealthy thing Sepher creeps to the edge of the mezzanine and looks down, surveying the shadowed expanse of the warehouse below.

Movement, sharp as a knife. Creeping from the shadows towards the pile of muesli ringed with marker pen for just this purpose, out comes our squirrel, apparently unharmed, and seizes what may well be the fat, juicy raisin at the centre Sepher left strategically as the most enticing offering he could think of. All is well. Sepher smiles, relieved that he is not a squirrel murderer after all, but realises he is now faced with a further problem: how to get said squirrel from the shadows among the racks of steel and cardboard boxes to freedom. Sepher returns to his desk to ponder on this some more, making sure at least the fire exit is open should our woodland visitor wish to avail himself of the emergency exits . . . . .

=D
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Sepher! You just made my day.=D I can see the book jacket already (I would buy it!) The Squirrel Diaries by Sepher

Seriously, you are a great writer!<3 More, more!
 
Humiliated.. I blacked out thursday night in2 friday and it was a nightmare.. I'm lucky 2 b alive 2day.
 
Disappointed.

I was supposed to go to a corn maze and get pumpkins to carve later tonight with my cousins and they didn't tell me what time so they ended up leaving without me...
 
Fucked off Went to a Nutrimetics party my friend was throwing today (usually avoid that shit like the plague,but haven't seen my friend since she had a baby and felt guilty).
So this fucking pushy bitch of a chick (not my friend) was presenting and doing facial demos on everyone.I warned her I get rosacea breakouts and she's all like "oh no worries our sensitive skin range will be perfect for you".So she puts on the cleanser,it immediately starts burning like hell,I tell her and she's all "well it will tingle a bit".At that point I grabbed a wash cloth of wiped it off in pain.So then she's like "let's try the toner"- same thing happens.At that point I should've put my foot down and said no more,but was too gutless and polite to interrupt the "party",so she kept puting on more crap and it kept burning.

So when it's over,my skin is burning like hell and I had to keep a washcloth from the freezer on it,and this pushy cow is still trying to make me spend over a hundred bucks on the range that just about killed me!!! I noticed the bitch didn't know shit about skin care products during her presentation either.So then comes the question "What products are you using now"? and I tell her (they are really good quality btw) and she widens her eyes and says "OMG NO! They are probably what's causing the rosacea!...Now if you have a look at this product here...." etc etc

It wasn't 'til an hour later I actually looked in the mirror and I have big red burning blisters all over my face!! And I'm a model so I can't afford to have my skin all fucked up.

She also tried FIVE times to try and "book me in to host a party" and in the end I just said a flat "no" and walked away.

I'm just so angry right now.I spent $25 on some makeup brushes I didn't need just to be polite,and my face looks and feels like hell :(

And I'm angry at myself because I didn't have the balls to say no,and put a stop to the facial.

Thanks for letting me vent <3
 
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