How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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I try to be social... I don't try hard enough I guess. Every Friday and most Saturdays I hang out with my one friend who likes to go downtown and hang at the bars, we don't even get 'stupid' we just like to get out of our houses, yet nothing ever happens and I wind up here at home bored and lonely and feeling lame for even trying. Bleh. It is too bad when you wind up feeling down about feeling down.
 
zap-- it's a day where people and corporations can pretend that they care about environmental issues, and thereby garner some green cred. And then go right back to driving SUVs to the suburbs etc... the next day, feeling better about themselves because they took part in a rally somewhere.

I'm all for small, incremental changes, but unless there is the intention to have those changes last, then they are hollow. [/bitchy]

ATM: Morningafterthenightbefore. :|
 
^Yep, it's disgusting what is currently going on. Four months of unemployment and lots of time to follow good quality news sources (i.e. not Fox) has really opened up my awareness to what is actually happening in our world.

Me: Peaceful. Gonna go spend the weekend with the family which makes me uneasy but can often be a good healing experience.
 
Stable.. finally.

Has a lot to do with nutrition for me. Started actually eating good foods again today (oats, eggs, carrots, fruit, etc) and I guess the transition from starving myself to taking in healthy foods is what I needed. Have wayy more energy, body temp seems to have gone up, and just feel happier today.

For now on no more skipping meals for 2 days at a time. Thats really just idiotic bs on my part.
 
Ugh, Holidays rape the calender and make it look like they have seduced the month into thinking its very important! Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :P Blah! , ugh, etc
 
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