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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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stellablue said:
fucked up, and no redeption
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<3. :)


over-whelmed

i hate cleaning, and i'm on "clean detail" this weekend. so i gotta clean everything in the apartment i live in.
sucks because no ones cleaned the fridge in over 6 months, and theres so much nastyness all inside it. freekn mold growing on everything.

ugh!
 
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Gahhh I can't stop eating this weekend!!! All carbs too!! :!
Bloody hormones! :X
 
i hear ya n30, i had the craziest urge to eat a kingsize pack of reeses peanut butter cups. i kno theres only 4 in a pack. and it drives me nuts! they need to make like 12 in a pack. omnomnom lol.

what kind of carbs? dounuts imo :)
 
Oh man I would love a good donut right about now! :D
But nope, just like, pasta salad and rice crackers and stuff like that. Probably going to have some chocolate in a bit too.
 
UGH

is that a word? sick and tired of being sick and tired. just got done with a 48 hour fibro flare up. Spent the whole time in bed. Had to use 20 hours of my vacation time.
 
D's said:
i hear ya n30, i had the craziest urge to eat a kingsize pack of reeses peanut butter cups. i kno theres only 4 in a pack. and it drives me nuts! they need to make like 12 in a pack. omnomnom lol.

what kind of carbs? dounuts imo :)
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Dude 12 pack reeses would be the bestest.
 
pealing layers back - growing pains - but needed if I have a shot in hell at allowing proessional help in to do the work needed.
 
^^I notice a pattern of wanting, enjoying, or desiring coffee? ;)

Me: Re-emerging
 
slept

only 3-5 hours the past couple of weeks, with a few 24 hour, and several 50+ hour wake stretches.
got 12.5 last night with a 30 minute smoke break.


didnt realize how funky i actually felt until this morning.
 
n3ophy7e said:
eating
Gahhh I can't stop eating this weekend!!! All carbs too!! :!
Bloody hormones! :X
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^Hormones are Evil and must be destroyed!!!!!!!;)
Am in the same boat today but set myself up for failure, again...ugh!
Monkey on my back is laughing hysterically while calling me 'lard-ass'... amongst other things. :(
I plan on outwitting him this week though!





stellablue said:
fucked up, and no redeption
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I know it doesnt seem that way but there is always redemption Stell, shit, hope your ok? :(


F.I.N.E.
Bad choices are difficult to accept. :/
 
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finally coming to a crash - two nights no sleep. tired - I saw hall pass tonight and now I am just laying low.
 
D's said:
i hear ya n30, i had the craziest urge to eat a kingsize pack of reeses peanut butter cups. i kno theres only 4 in a pack. and it drives me nuts! they need to make like 12 in a pack. omnomnom lol.

what kind of carbs? dounuts imo :)
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they say that this is the largest reese's they sell but I know that during xmas at my local convenience store they were selling a 5 pound Reese's for around $30 US.

The below is a mere 1 pound total separated into two cups for $14.95

reeses-1LB-cups-ebay.jpg
 
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